13.) My random letters was actually a sentence. (y)
If a calculator cost $135 and a store sells 60% off with a 8% tax, find out the price. With those numbers, add them up. Find that ranked person and go to his/her first blog
In order to claim your next letter go the player's page that left the fifth comment on this blog. You will find the letter on that players fifth most recent blog.
I realize this blog will be promptly removed, so it will be forever posted in the comments of another blog just so it can be seen if someone else would like to read it. This account was both a personal experiment and a chance to interact with people who might not have always given me a chance otherwise.
Unfortunately, I came to the realization that it is near impossible for new players on the site these days, and even more impossible to pretend to be an entirely different person consistently. It is...exhausting. There were plenty of people that I wished I could reach out to, or be friendly and joke with, or times I wished I could comment things on blogs...and I just couldn't. New players basically are ignored in games and while there were a handful of people who treated me kindly that I will get to, a lot of times it was a struggle.
Here's a brief thank you to the people who were the nicest and most helpful to me along the way.
cheritaisdelicious - You randomly gifting me was the biggest shock for me on this account. I didn't really even ask for it although I did pretend like I wanted designs. After that, I bet all my T$ and even bought some so that I could gift you something back because I felt so awful that you wasted them on me. Anyone who gives you shit about anything is wrong, you treated me with kindness even when you didn't know a thing about me.
This one's a little more surprising to me but BrittBritt and Sam_Hamwich were both pretty helpful to me and didn't just toss me aside or ignore me when a lot of other people did. I will never agree with you both on certain things, but I apologize to you for not being a person who could put aside my political disdain.
skyler1822 just another kind person who conversed with me when a lot of others didn't and offered support to me in games and mails.
KrisStory, iYBF, mikec51 for carrying my sorry ass through two merges. Mike and Anthony, I've been rude to you both in the past for quite some time and I really am sorry that I did that. I may side eye some of the things you post but I'm sorry for expressing that judgment in a cruel way.
FlamingJojo for giving me a place to be in a frat and adding me to their discord server!
These are some of the standouts to me and there were plenty of other people I didn't have previous connection to that also helped me and worked with me in games that I can't do writeups for.
Moving on, I just want to address my decade of what can only be characterized as sociopathic behavior. I took games too seriously, I picked fights on the blogs page, I was generally rude to people because I had created this villain persona in my head that was half real and half character. Getting banned isn't ever going to make me disappear, but taking away my ability to just post anything whenever I want really was the biggest gift anyone could give me. Both on this account and on Discord I have learned that it really is SO much easier and less stressful to just let things go. I don't have to be right about everything. Being friendly to everyone earns way more respect than being correct ever did. I fully understand how wrong I was for 10+ years of my life. If there is anyone out there that feels like I wronged them or that they deserve an apology, or if you want to have a conversation about it, someone can give you my discord when this gets removed (its JB3#1274).
I fully realize this is going to be in the massive negatives and I deserve that. I squandered a lot of chances with people over the years and I hope that over time maybe some of those people can forgive me.
I do want to address one more situation before I leave though. I was permanently banned for 'threatening to doxx Akeria on the blogs page'. There are two issues with this that I maintain to this day. The first is that when I reported him for doing it to me in January TO RANDOMIZE himself, his response was "oh well, these things will happen." only to change that stance two months later. Secondly, I wasn't even requesting he be permanently banned. I wanted him to simply stop talking about me. For an offense that took place solely between two years, issuing permanent bans for both of them without the chance to ever make a new account is a pretty bizarre ruling.
Thank you to everyone in the Roblox chat and Clowingtons who has given me a second chance, particularly DaddyDev, Eilish, @chibideidara, @Hash, @rozlyn, @Jxhn, etc etc etc. I want to clarify that no one including @Delete2544 knew about this account until the very end!
It is my hope (no pun intended) that some people out there who act similar to the way that I did will see this and consider changing themselves. I promise, you will be a lot happier when you do.
Ban away @koolness234 @CheapCheep @brandonpinzu (maybe give it an hour so people can read this though :( )
Welcome one and all to what will assuredly be received with open arms, viewed as not-cringe, and not earn a 60 second ban and deletion each and every day. (and I'll post them all elsewhere too for when they're deleted!)
In light of the recent conversations around Sarah48 and how many chances people who are consistently guilty of racism, harassment, transphobia, predatory behavior, and more continue to get, I thought it would be fun to talk about what I've learned in a year of being banned and I will keep it short and sweet for when this is inevitably deleted on the spot.
1. I will never understand the reluctance from moderators to apply any sort of subjective judgement to their decision making process. I understand the desire to be fair, but there are people who get banned time and time again and come back and do the same thing over and over or find a new way to get around rules. Just...ban them? Who cares if people whine? Take some of the toxicity away from this hellhole. This leads into #2.
2. The only response I'm ever given is that randomize made a decision to permanently ban me, so I "have no chance for a new account". Look I had it coming. I know that I was a complete asshole for a decade and treated people unfairly to say the very least. I've spent a year that I should have spent long ago trying to be *not as toxic*. It's frustrating that no matter what I do I won't ever get another chance while people I KNOW to be predators continue to be on the website.
3. Being a less vile person doesn't mean not standing up for what's right morally, but it does mean not getting personal with arguments. Ultimately people don't care if you're right or wrong if you've made them feel a certain type of way about you to begin with. A lesson I and several others need(ed) to learn.
That's all I really have to say for now. Sorry if you hate me still and never want to give me a chance. There are a lot of people I've seen direct negativity at me that I don't believe I ...
Perhaps if I am to get banned every day, I will make my nightly blog a *positive dedication* 😌 to another user. But first, a *positivity* suggestion for CheapCheep who recently requested to not make his life difficult: I'm sorry that banning me is more difficult than replying to a single message from me. :(
Today's brief blog is in dedication to Alisowned. I've spent the better part of my life on this website and it's bizarre to see them back here after they were *THE* OG villain when it all started. There was nothing better than watching NoelSarah and them go back and forth in a good 'ol classic rookies game back in the day. Hope all is well, legend. Please return Haskova (from his apparent child??) to the website too.
