Omg, I seriously thought I was not going to make it to the final 3. So MUCH happened that you guys don’t know about. This has been a stressful/overwhelming experience for me and I will like to thank all of you for voting me into the Stars and keeping me when I needed it. Why should I win this Stars? I did more then just survive nominations, you think I didn’t go up most the time because it was luck? No, you HAD to do a lot of work to get yourself not up and others out the house.
I lost so much sleep this whole week for Stars. I been up for every Day Change, got 3-6 hours of sleep, just to be where I am at. Stars was and IS the hardest game I have ever experienced, its harder then out posting Megan in Rookies, trust me. I didn’t know it would be this difficult and cause so much stress, paranoia and stomach aches. All I dealt with, but I stayed strong. There was a lot of misunderstanding and confusion. I would want to know what was going on with one side and the other to see where the nominations were heading.
And truthfully Tengagers this house flipped ever nominations that came across the screen, so the real question was who can take out who in Stars? I for one was thinking like that at times as everyone else was, and everyone wasn’t innocent in that house, including me but I had my ways of playing the game cause it was either do or go for me cause of what I chose and thought. I heard that my name was going around almost everyday and I didn’t go up till of some misunderstanding and the flipping (As I said that’s all that happened every noms it seems). People asked me “Who’s side are you on?” I would always reply, my own. Cause no matter how I looked at it, I know for a fact the people would do anything to make themselves stay and not go up, and me saying that made ppl feel uneasy but threatened at the same time which is where I put my thoughts in who to nom but b4 that I would find out what people wanted up, and what names were going around.
As some of you know, I am a very well organized player and hate to not know whats happening. It disturbed me and made me go into investigate mode, to a few, I didn’t talk or have much to say to them when they came to me cause I knew what I heard of them, or if they tried talking to me I was literally away from the keyboard lol, and I would use the info and past nominations to my advantage. This was a game, people either put up the “You’re a liar backstabber blah I hate you!” card to eachother or the “It’s a game.. and I had to make sure I was safe I hope you understand…” card. And of course it was hypocritical, me? When I was lied to, I would be mad but get over it soon enough and just continue on striving my way to the end.
All I got to say, is that it’s a game, you have to play it to win it. And the stars all before me is what I used for my personal thoughts on this game of how things go and is said. I had advice from my outside friends and support, that I am very appreciative of. I couldn’t have done it without you, please let me win this Stars, I have done nothing but been full focused on this game, don’t let it all go to waste.. but I am happy I have made at least Final 3. This is a big thing for me, idk how some of you vote by like: Being a flavor? Not getting nommed at all? Very well-known and expected? Seeing effort of the person being on? Staying off the block?
Which ever it is, I hope you see through my work I have done, the kind of person I am, and remember that, there is always 2 sides to a story, no matter how much you’ve known a person. Love you guys please vote for me to win Stars 72.
