okay so first of all, I want to wish jdog good luck and I actually have no grudge against you (or anyone really), it's just we've had zero conversations this entire game so I don't have a problem nomming you.
Second of all, I did NOT join with some huge premade: Garrievans97 was joining already I believe and MrBird is my best friend and we promised each other we'd join Stars together my first time. Also, I knew Marwane wasn't in the premade because I'm friends with his close friends, it's just everyone else grouped him with them.
Now onto my "accidental" voting .. Earlier that day I DID tell bb5lover I was not nomming him because I genuinely didn't want to (I considered him very trustworthy while others did not). I wanted to save him so I went to Vanili and talked to her about it in hopes she'd flip (because I didn't want to leave her out) at like 5:50 and we got carried away talking and by the time D.C. came I realized I never changed my vote. Yes it was stupid but if everyone stayed to the plan, Jimmy wouldn't have been nominated so someone else flipped.
It is my first Stars so I don't expect to be some mastermind but I really would love to stay another day and learn from my biggest mistake: trusting others too much. I really don't like lying or being a horrible villain that plays everyone because that's just not my character; I've stayed in this game as long as those who are snakes, so it's obvious you can be a good person and make it far. I feel like I have played an okay game and deserve to go back in swinging.