I'm really not looking forward to these next few days... two days... two funerals.. :(
Only been to one and I was really young then and didn't understand, so this is gonna be really tough. I know I have my friends and my family around me and we're all there to support eachother but I'm the type of person who feels like I have to be the strong one and I don't like to let people see me cry.
I wanna thank alot of people who have been amazing friends to me in these last few weeks, Ryan, Nixx, Alpha, Teepee, Emily, Dan, Andy, Frank, All of tribe GIFNOR and some others! ♥
You've got no idea how much you've helped me whether it was just listening to me and being there for me, or distracting me and making me laugh and smile on skype. It's really shown me just how powerful some of the friendships you make on here can be!
I also wanna apologise to some people who I may have taken it out on and been a bitch too.. There's been times where I've not dealt very well and I've been horrible and not myself at all, So I'm really sorry for that!
