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Someone get me.... Apr 16, 2010: A cherry Lucozade!

Iv not drank one today and I literally can't stay awake.. Iv had about 5 hours nap today, if not more.. Kinda worrying that Iv become THAT addicted to it, I can't function without it :o; Points: 121 8 comments
Nixx Appreciation Blog Apr 16, 2010: This girl is a SUPERSTAR... An incredible mate who has been my rock this week, Everyone who knows her loves her and I can see why.. she's funny, kind and she's real!! AND she has a nice chin

Nixx I luvz ya <3 You've no idea how much you've helped me and put the smile bak on my face!

Also wanna say sorry to alot of people, I'v not been myself and I know I have said some nasty things and been out of line.. There is no excuse for it but I'm just trying to cope with stuff... I'm sorry, You know who you are.; Points: 148 15 comments
Crazy story... Apr 14, 2010: A friend of mine went to see a show a few night's ago, it was a woman called Sally Morgan, she's like a pretty well known psychic in the UK.
My friend was in the audience and half way through the show, Sally breaks away from what she was doing and says, " I'm sorry, but there's a boy that keeps coming onto the stage with a motorbike "
So, yea could be a HUGE coincidence but my friend who died recently, was in a motorbike accident..

BUT, Sally then says, " He wants me to say Hi Toni, and his name is Shaun"
My friends called Toni, and he was Shaun... They only met 2/3 times cause they are kinda from diff circles of friends, but thats abit too detailed to be a coincidence I think. We think he has done that cause he knew the message would get back to us, and to let us know that he is partying and is happy :)

I got goosebumps when I heard this and when I wrote it too!! Crazyyyy; Points: 133 9 comments
Ahem.. Hello... Apr 13, 2010: http://www.tengaged.com/design/id-31481/buzzy-bee-costume

Where exactly did I say, yea sure go ahead have my design pal...

From hello555
Re: can i
Apr 13, 2010 07:02:17
to BlueStar
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>Well you'll have to ask willyex if he's ok with it being re posted cause he bought it from the auction.
>>its amazing
>>>why?
>>>>re post this? http://cdn.tengaged.com/img_d/ds.2816.6.jpg its a bit small

P.s... Blue-Tique has a 500t$ bid on it.... fingers crossed; Points: 116 11 comments
Someone tell me a joke... Apr 9, 2010: Anything to make me smile... pleaseeee
:(; Points: 152 12 comments
There's no words.. Apr 8, 2010: Life seems to be so fucking cruel at the moment.. Everything seems to happen at once. Today, a horrible thing happened in my family, something I'd never wish to happen to anyone. My cousin was pregnant with twins, and sadly one of them died this morning. We are hoping that the other baby will be ok but they will monitor her closely so fingers crossed.

I just don't know how to deal with this sort of thing. Not only am I coming to terms with my friends death but now this on top. Iv never had anyone close to me die before so I'm struggling to cope, I'm trying to be strong but it's like I'm bottling up my feelings and putting on a brave face and I don't wanna talk about it to anyone.

How can this be right, for two young lives to be taken away in such a short amount of time. I know that death is a part of life, and it happens to us all but ugh!! Everyone around me is hurting, friends, family.. and I'm heartbroken.. It really does suck :(

Sorry for another deep blog, but I was speaking to a good friend earlier and he said writing things down helps and it does..

Edit: She had to give birth and the second baby lived for a few minutes but passed away :(

Heaven gained 3 beautiful angels this week <3; Points: 651 24 comments

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