With dissociative identity disorder.... It means that due to childhood trauma my brain has developed a series of different personalities/lives. Each one is different and they don't know about each other. One of the reasons I discovered I may has a problem is when I was reading through my old mails and saw how I wouod tell different people that I had different jobs,names, etc... I was like "that's weird" but I kind if brushed it off
Then about a week ago I woke up in the middle of the stage during theatre class and everyone was staring at me. Apparently I went into a crazy rampage about how people were being bitches and I didn't remember doing that at all.....
Most of this week I have been going in to the psychologist lab for them to do testing and monitor me over night. They distinguished at least three different personalities...
Lola- 28 years old, thinks she is a girl gamer and a club slut
Imtht- meee
Amtht- () 18 who thinks he is really funny and thrives on being a bitch or something (I think this is the one who gets really angry but I'm not sure)
Sooooooo.... Yeah. If I have ever went off on you or told you two different things, this is why....
I'll probs be offline for a while as I get treatment and hopefully they can fix most of this.....
