because I've been on a "I want a boyfriend" war-path for months now. I found a nice guy last week, been hanging a lot, met my roomates and they loved him, and we even stayed at a nice beach resort for a staycation.
We're even the same sexually and share a lot of weird kinks and fetishes - we met at a sex club so sexually we're more than comptabile (which is unsual for me since I'm so weirdly sexual).
Anyway, I've gotten kind of attached and so has he - we agreed we're "moving fast"...but he's going back to Texas for school August 1st. He invited me to come with him...but I have my roommates and my apt here - I can't.
It just really sucks because all "puppy love" aside I've never found someone I can connect with on so many different levels and it just feels all in vain since he's leaving the first of August.
What's the point of life throwing a good love interest at me, only to take him 2 weeks later? I don't understand.
in april i threw out everything i had for a boy who didn't tell me he was moving a month later until i already fucked a lot of things in my life up for him so i kinda know how you feel. ily
