Now that the episode has been out for a day and I will not be returning via any sort of jury buyback competition I can officially say that my TBB2 journey is over.
I'll be posting my diary that I kept each week for anybody who cares and I'll be replying to any serious questions about TBB2 or Tvivor in the comments. Its gonna be long and production/players probably know most of this
Cast reveal- I was actually very anxious seeing this cast. I had been friends with Steve for years so I knew he'd be my closest ally in the game. Sara and I had bad blood from the past so I assumed she and Johnny would be coming right after me.So my first PM to Karim was "You literally gave me nothing to work with". Steve and I make an F2 chat and title it "Bileve" for BIL-ly and st-EVE
Week 1- I wanted to start digging in socially and get flirty. I never watched BBCAN 5 but I've been told that my strategy resembled Kevin. I was going more for a Allison Irwin BBUSA4 social game with Will Kirby's BB2 strategy, and Dan Gheesling's BB10 competition skill. I voted Gabbie and Steve in the first HoH but they both narrowly lost. Fortunately Sara and Johnny had bigger targets in mind. I voted HLC because she was leaking my chatlogs with her.
Week 2- I didn’t want this HoH and I kept trying to get out so I threw it to Steve at the end lol. I tried to keep up a UTR game but Steve backdooring Johnny over Jack made me a swing vote.
Week 3-Dee was HoH and Sara was going probably 8-0.When she won DPOV I immediately called steve and told him not to panic. We both one on one called her and agreed to vote out whoever she put up as long as it wasnt us, and that itd be dumb to put one of us up because the votes would've went 4-4 and Dee would evict Oscar in the tie. She nommed AJ and I told people just to evict him.
Week 4- I actually had told Malibu that this HoH would probably be instant noms like 3 hours before so I’m still blindsided by that nomination. Oscar told me he’d save me if noms stayed and I felt like it was genuine so I felt bad evicting him. I was so happy when I got veto though and almost evicted Elise.
Week 5- I won HoH and played it safe w Gabbie/Mal because Pandoras box is on the loose. My plan was hopefullt to backdoor Emyr if nothing crazy happened. Dee Jack Elise offer me an F4. Before eviction I offer a truce to Malibu since we've both nommed each other and vetoed ourselves and its unhealthy for our games to let people play us off each other. Malibu agrees.
Week 6- Malibu wins HoH and while my alliance of Jack Dee Elise Jordyn Steve scramble to figure out who's going up I remind Malibu of our truce. She tells me I'm safe but not to let on that I know I'm safe so the Audrey Middleton nomination ceremony outfit was a total act. And then at the renom I knew it was Elise the whole time. Malibu called me after Jack won the veto and said she was going to gas everyone up that it was between me and Elise but it always was going to be Elise. Everyone bought it and a secret alliance between me and Malibu is born. I encourage everyone to evict Elise because she is close with Dee and Jack, whereas Steve is my F2. Elise goes 6-1 with Dee throwing a pity vote. Drama ensues.
Week 7- Zack wins HoH and I know there's way bigger targets than me. I talk with him and Sara about how I'm a bad pawn because I will go. I encourage him to put up Dee/Jack because Steve wont use the veto. People don't believe Steve won't use the veto and he goes up with Jack. I tell Zack I would prefer if Steve stays and Jack goes since Jack Dee and Elise were throwing me under the bus to Malibu after Jack won veto, but that if I have to I will evict Steve if it means keeping me off the block. Production is shocked that I will evict my F2. Dee wins veto and the entire cast believes that Jordyn will be pawned as the renom. At the last min Zack changes his mind and puts me up because he doesn't think Jack will use the Pandora's box to send me home, and there are unspoken concerns that I will save Steve in the close vote. The votes should tie 3-3 and Zack evicts Steve. I tell everyone that I am concerned that Jack has a vote steal, and I have a subtle feeling that I am the boot because of some twist. I'm right and Jack sends me home 3-2 and I blast him Dee and Gabbie.
Had I stayed I think I would've worked with Sara Zack Malibu Jordyn and picked off Dee Gabbie Jack one by one, so yes that eviction was a huge powershift in the game.
Cast Opinons
Heather - Didnt really talk to you because I felt like you were a grenade and I didn't wanna be around when you blew up. I was down to save you if the votes were there but then you leaked my chat logs and I told people not to bother trying to save you
Aquamarine - You were way to OTT and you said a lot of fucked up shit and obsess over any drama I'm in so just like leave me alone thanks
@Astone929- I did trust you and I think you trusted me and I wanted you to work with me because I always felt you'd be a bigger target and people would bitterly vote against you in F2 and hand me the win but nobody else would trust you.
@Bridgette77- I know you dont believe me but I felt horrible voting you out because I did think you were gonna save me that week, but you had been caught lying too much in the game so I was only like 75% sure you were actually gonna save me.
MichelleWilliams - Another eviction I felt like shit over, even though I backdoored you. Even when I sent you fake screenshots you went on call with me and were like "Hey its not that bad you just did what you thought was best for your game." Seriously nice guy and you'd probably still be in if it hadn't got back to me that you were looking votes to get me out over AJ
Eliserose - I thought we actually could be friends outside the game. I let you and dee think you were manipulating me and playing with my emotions but so you guys talking about me flirting with you and all that is actually kinda funny because you bought into it and thought I was sheeping you, but when you just acted like a bitch when you got out I realized there was no outside game friendship for us because the Elise that was in the game wasnt the real Elise and I want nothing to do with the real elise based on how you acted after the game.
Notafraid - I think you're underplaying the game. I said some shit about you on the way out and it sounded harsh but look for the meaning in that. You're playing like a kathy and you aren't gonna win unless you get into shape and do something. You cant just sit behind steve all game you have to play for you.
Jackyboy - You're super shady and everyone knows it. My biggest regret in the game will always be that I was never able to get you out because I had enough dirt on you to send you home, I just never had the influence over noms or the chance to play in veto to keep you on the block.
Deeannamorgan - You are SUPER arrogant. Worse than me actually. Like you seriously talk about yourself more than I do. If you weren't a girl or getting attacked by Sara people would seriously hate you in the game and on tengaged.
Sexgoddx - Hay pea. So glad we stopped the arms race between us to get the other out and stopped building up each other's targets. You not nomming me in your second HoH and then saving me in eviction is the classiest move anyone has ever made for me in a game. I think if you can overthrow the dictators in power this week you have a legit shot at winning the game.
Trust - I don't hold my eviction against you and if I stayed I was going to work with you. I wish I'd flipped earlier or just not told you how close Steve and I were and just gassed you up so I'd still be there. We'd be a little fucked losing Jordyn for 9th but we could've regrouped and still made a deep run in the game. I think you and I could've both been F5 and I think you still COULD make it if you escape this week.
Jordynrose - We had an F2 and I probably would've honored it but you're sort of like my Oli in Tvivor3 where we have an F2 and I don't question your loyalty to me in the game but my biggest worry is that you have a flawless game going and nobody is noticing it yet but once we got to F2 you would've beat me like 6-1. I would've been praying you went home outside my power like how Oli got idoled out. (Sorry babe Mrpokeguy9)
@2beastly- #Bileve4Ever I know we're still gonna be friends outside this game. You know how I feel about you. You're probably looking at a 6th or 7th place finish in this game but who cares because you make as much a year as half the cast combined. You're honest to a fault and your DRs were kinda whiny sometimes. I hope you get cold blooded now that I'm gone and pick up my game and finish my business, and turn more savage than bitchy in the DRs.
Saraj10 - I told Karim a few days before the cast reveal that I thought you were going to be my biggest problem in the game because you didn't like me on a personal level because you knew me when I was 16 and awkward. You and I got so close in the game even though we were always on the otherside of the house. I'm so glad for the personal non game relationship we built and its a friendship I hope continues outside the game. Nothing I said to you personally was game, unlike the other showmances I had. Everything I said to you I meant. Every word. Around f11 I made the decision to put our relationship after the game above me winning the game. It probably cost me and its probably part of the reason why I'm on jury, but it was worth it.
Thanks for reading my essay if theres anything I didnt include in that just ask in the comments.
And Thanks to Karim and Allison for allowing me to play!
Comments
“If you weren't a girl or getting attacked by Sara people would seriously hate you in the game and on tengaged.”
I PLUSSED
LMAOOO I left on a game level because you wanted to keep acting like you controlled everything. I was easily going to apologize to you on my blog but you wanted to keep saying "shoulda taken my week of safety" glad you went after me. Have fun, take care :*
I was gonna save you 100% since I was basically working with Sara and I knew you were one of her closest allies and I knew I needed numbers from lying in the Johnny vote so yeah I would have kept you safe and would've worked with ya
I seriously thought Malibu would put up Dee Bridgette77
I promised to evict you because I figured youd never go up and when you did I was like well shit now I have to be consistent :(
Is Jordynrose playing the IT'S game you wanted to play? I feel Like I've been noticing her from the jump when nobody else really does. I'm her biggest fan.
This blog just shows how wishy washy your game play was and how you were with legit everyone. I'm not playing shady at all lol. And 'believe' .....lmao that's all I gotta say
Allow me to put these into chronological order
I made an f2 with steve
You offered me an f4 which I didnt want and instead felt I needed to break up because you all said "we want a final four" yet threw me under the bus
Steve and I went up together and jordyn helpped put me in a position to stay so while nommed with steve I offered her and f2 bc she was the only 100% loyal person
You tried it tho Jackyboy enjoy your power trip this week before one of you goes next week
I PLUSSED