this has been the most difficult game by far to play. ever since i joined this site back in August 2009, joining a stars has been the most exciting goal to have. little did i know what i was getting myself into!! lol
i entered the giveaway and had my first poll in Stage 3. i was hoping to win and happy that i did. by Stage 5 i was getting lots of pm's from ppl telling me good luck and that they were supporting me. then it was time. i heard that if we were to make it into Stars 71, we would be automatically enrolled. i wasn't able to be on my computer at that time so when i got and looked i thought i didn't get in.
then i found out that there was a problem and it had happened before. this was very disappointing only cuz this was spring break for us and was the perfect time to play stars cuz ppl would always say they don't much sleep. so i had to wait another week along with all of the other stage 5 ppl to see if we got in. and then the day came and i had actually made it in!!! i thought the worst was over, lmao!!
i was so honored to have been voted in and to be a part of such an awesome cast. very strong players, i was so excited. alliances were formed early and i won't go through all of the nominations or anything but obviously being nommed for 15th was nerve wrecking. i wasn't ready to leave the game so early, but if it was to be then i would accept it. i took that attitude with every nomination i had (3 to be exact!!!) it was very clear having that many noms that the other ppl wanted me out. i didn't understand why cuz i didn't see myself as a threat and i still don't. i have respect for every single player cuz i've played with some and the others i've seen around a lot and knew they are popular.
List of Noms:
15th place - javy9/me. i've played with javy before and know that he is an awesome player and a threat. i truly believed that i was getting evicted. i considered javy a friend and was disappointed that he was assuming that i was "spamming him out". i never told nor asked a single person to do that for me. i asked him to show me so that i could understand why he thought that. he didn't answer. i did find out that blahblahblah made a support blog. he was in my current castings at the time and we got along really well. he was just showing his support. he was so sweet to do that! so javy i apologize and i hope we are still friends. i would never spam anyone out and especially a friend!!!
11th place - blogs/me OMG this was a horrible nomination cuz i was up against a loyal, trusting ally. i believed with NO DOUBT that he would beat me. it was okay, cuz i love him and i'm glad that it was someone i wanted to stay in the game. blogs i played my best for you and i hope that i made you proud of me!!!
8th place - lady q/me another horrible nomination. i put my trust in him and i believed again without a doubt that he would win!!! i told my goodbyes and i told him to win this thing!!! i was disappointed with his goodbye to tengaged blog that he called me a "two-face bitch who spams". being accused of spam again? so frustrating. i still love you lady q and i hope that we can talk sometime and work this out. i will miss you. </3
and now here i am in the finals. i would not be here if it weren't your support. i hoped that i played worthy of your support and that you are proud of me. i love each and every one of you, even if i don't know you. i'm amazed to be here and honored to be next to bunnycat and bbfangirl in the finals. at some point in the game, i worked with each one of them and we pulled off together some big moves!! i love you girls so much and i will be so happy for either one of you to win. we all worked hard to get here and now we can take a deep breath and enjoy the moment!!!
the stars 72 cast i will never forget!!! let's keep in touch <33333
PS trishtrash and blogs this is for you!!! ily so much <33333
