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Big Brother and online Hunger games.

i'm just depressed

Apr 24, 2017 by Tigger
no one wakes up in the morning and thinks to himself, "i'm so excited to see him today!"
no one sits around and waits for me to text back
no one's first thought when they're happy or something good happens is to text me
no one asks me to call them when i get home
no one cares enough to tell me, "no, not another drink"
my mom would rather spend time with my brother and my dad loves my sister more than life itself
i am no one's best friend, i am not the love of anyone's life, i'm not anyone's favorite student. i'm not anyone's person. people care about me, sure, but i'm no one's favorite. there is not a single person that values me above all the rest and that hurts.
i'm just another friend, another face to blend into the crowd. i'm no one special or important and it makes me want to cry. i'm not my best friend's best friend. i'm not my favorite professor's favorite. i'm not my person's person and it's fucking miserable.

Comments

ill be your bffl
Sent by levonini,Apr 24, 2017
I haven't thought about you in atleast 2 years
Sent by Zeptis,Apr 24, 2017
like thats sad tigger why u post here about it though nobody on tengaged is gonna b nice
Sent by mahogany,Apr 24, 2017
Well stop feeling sorry for yourself firstly.
Just because people wouldn't "pick" you first doesn't mean they don't love and care about you.
Secondly, life is full of possibilities and new doors.  You can always meet new people and make new friends or even find someone to fall in love with.  You never know what will happen in life, but I can guarantee you that you will have highs and you will have lows.  Hang in there and you'll see!
Sent by dannyjr0587,Apr 24, 2017
like i was gonna say something mean then felt bad but then laughed at zeptis comment
Sent by mahogany,Apr 24, 2017
Same TBH
Sent by ashleykarp,Apr 24, 2017

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