Yes...yes...yes...I'm suffering from Stars Paranoia as well. XD
If I'm up for 12th, this is what my blog would say. If I'm not, then I can chill out at work.
I made a video yesterday in case this happened and...it's not uploading very well. The video is 3 minutes 40 seconds, but only 47 seconds is uploading.
I've tried everything, nothing is working. It does 21% and then it says it's done. O_O
Also...it looks a mess...but enjoy 47 seconds of terrible video editing.
(The arm swing goes with the "real life comes first" bit)
I basically explained how everyone has been really nice and I've chatted to everyone about non-Tengaged related things. I even offered life advice to my fellow players.
If I am nommed, it will either split or I'll be with my free #Stars seat buddy!
Whoever I'm up against, I still really want to stay.
This game is nothing that I've experienced because and taking part has been incredible. Me being there has ruffled feathers but I haven't budged yet.
One thing I will say which I'm kinda proud of is that I haven't insulted or assumed anything about anyone in this cast. I came in with a blank slate - no stereotypes & I didn't have anyone's Skypes. I've been lied to and people have tried to use me, but I have still not name-called or yelled at anyone. Everyone wants this win so badly though. I mean there was a proper plan to get me out and that's scary.
However, I spent 5 years trying to play just one more Stars to redeem myself.
I'm not leaving without a fight!
Did nothing in my 1st stars. Got 15th.
Floated to finals in my 2nd stars. Got 2nd.
Made a mess of my 3rd stars. Got 12th.
I'm not proud of myself in those games. I was immature, stupid and selfish.
Now I'm older (I'm 23) and I have a new perspective to the game.
I want to do well and I want to be proud of what I've done. And I do not want to look back and regret how I did.
I was told I could float this time. It's normal to, most people do. But you know what?
I'm choosing not to. I want to play this game and I want to be known for something.
Let me ask you all something - people say I'm 'popular', but for what?
Being nice? There are at least 5 nicer people who are more popular and have earned that title. So when people list the nicest people, I normally not there.
Being old? I am a veteran, yeah. 6 years on the 7th October. But there are people older than me who are called "irrelevant". So it's not that.
I don't have a good reason to be a 'queen'.
I have nothing behind me. I didn't do anything historic. I'm not special.
Maybe....maybe this Stars could be my one thing, you know?
I want to be someone who did well in Stars without being cruel.
If I get saved, that would just be amazing. :')
If I'm out, at least I didn't pay anything!! ;)
Yes...yes...yes...I'm suffering from Stars Paranoia as well. XD