Usually people have very nice, long blogs about this kind of thing that mentions their impact on this site, who they have met, and the blog being overall very well done. I on the other hand am half asleep, waiting for my crush to text me so I am a bit distracted. But I'll try my best to follow in their footsteps.
First of all I would also like to claim the award for having their name mispelled the most times. It is not baltastic, blalatastic, blaztastic, or any of that. it is BLATASTIC. So now with that over with I will proceed.
After watching many people compete to get to black and actually getting it within like a month you begin to panic, cause you have been on this site for more then 4 years and still haven't even gotten to black. (For those who didn't notice I did a pattern on buying colours, I bought 2 colour levels each year) But after you get out of the mindset that maybe buying 2 colour levels each year isn't a good thing, and stop comparing yourself to others you come to realize that you have literally spent 4 and a half years working up to buy a colour that appears beside a pixelated avatar. Which doesn't boost self-esteem a whole lot and makes you question your life decisions.
So I thought maybe I would refer to my friends comments, since I don't really know what to put. But I have realized I haven't had one of my friends give me a little comment to throw on my profile in like a year and a half......Self esteem goes down a little more, guess maybe I shouldn't have backstabbed all those people in games.
I thought maybe I would go through some conversations and google and other things to get ideas. That was a bad idea. Now just a side note, if you are not famous and you google yourself some very weird and questionable things will appear. Especially if urban dictionary decides to have a field day with your name. So here are the few things that have come up.
"Please send nudes" "Why won't you send nudes" "Pic for pic? I thought he would accept any picture so I sent him a bunny, I was not expecting the picture he sent me.
"How big is your dick?" "Nudes?" "Cam?" By now I begin to question if the people of tengaged go out at all to act upon their sexual desires or if staying indoors masturbating to images or other people masturbating is satisfying enough.
Oh and another convo that pleasantly popped up about how I once was on call with a guy and he began to masturbate to my picture well on call. I had no idea and kept asking him why he was breathing so hard and why his hand was shaking and that if he was okay, took me awhile to realize what he was up to.
"You're an asshole" Was another thing that came up. "You backstabbed me >:(" came up a lot to, yep fully aware I did that. I begin to question why people get so mad when they get backstabbed, first off it is a game and second you were planning the same thing.
lot more comments about nudes and dating.
But then I began to come across some of the amazing people I have met on this site, the great experiences I had, how this site has helped me grow as a person. And I know a lot of people really question that last part and say that if you say something like that your pathetic. I joined this site when I was 15, I was struggling to accept I was gay, living in a homophobic town with homophobic family. This site was the first place people didn't make you feel bad for a choice that was not yours, for a lifestyle that you would be happy with. I met people on here who did help me threw coming out and the struggles in life. I was very immature back then, I apologize to the many people who were apart of my childish antics and lies, I don't do that no more I promise (I have a record of making 4 people cry for pranks I pulled on them online)
I have accomplished much on this site. I hold the record for most Hunger Game seasons, have won a award on my group games, currently hold the 2nd place title of most group games hosted by a single individual (Jubbzy has 1st place but I'll get that bitch) I hold the 1st place in most variety of group games hosted by 1 person. I have become the most feared player in Hunger Games group games (it hasn't been easy but I have done it. Having those one stats of like 70 AP and 160 ST helped XD) I have created trends in the group game universe (sleep kills)
I remember when I first joined this site. Bo_om and Sdriver999 where the first people I really met and talked to on this site. We actually played many games together XD It's crazy how many people I have met on this site and how many of them have moved on and how many I am still friends with. I'd just like to thank everyone I have met on this site, you have provided me with a very interesting time on this site XD Some of you I was fairly sad to loose touch, others I was glad. Some people were annoyed with me due to my antics (Liks I said I changed XD) and some people helped me through hard times in my life. Not many people know bu I have had very hard times in my life. I was an alcoholic at 16, anorexic (still kinda recovering from that one XD), abused, and much more. Having the friends I made on this site was an escape from that all. So thank you.
So feel free to post any questions below or just ask for an opinion and I will be 100% honest (good and bad so if you are a fairly emotional person maybe avoid the opinion XD)
I would make a vlog but my webcam is not working ;(
There is probably more just can't remember everyone XD so sorry if I forgot you
Probably also got like half these usernameswrong :/
Opinions:
Kgunzrok - You are cocky (in a good way) you got a very strong confidence to you that can sometimes rub people the wrong way, but who cares? What's wrong with being to confident? Fairly tactical, but I think you believe you are more of a strategist and tactical then you actually are. You'r funny and seem to be a very loyal person, which is hard to find no-n-days. I also feel like you try to hard to fit in sometimes.
Sportygirl22 - We don't talk to much but we do have out times on the group forums XD Your fairly funny with the gifs you post. I feel like your life is pretty bus and that you focus more on real life then here on tengaged, which is a good thing. I feel that you a kind hearted person and fairly smart, but sometimes can slack in less important things.
Comments
Congratulations man! And creds for some of the best group games on Tengaged! Glad that youve stuck around so long :D
congrats bae! you're literally the best, creative and most crazy person ive ever met on here and I love you for it! XD youre gonna do great things one day (in makeup, producing, writing etc..) I'm so glad to have met you and call myself your friend. :) grats again!
Aww This is so heartwarming. You made me tear just a little, its nice to see this warm side of you even though I know sometimes you can be really crazy. Which I also love. You've become my bestfriend on this site and I don't even think you realize it. You're the easiest person to talk to and you never judge me no matter what. We could argue about anything and still not hold any grudges and be cool the next day. I sometimes do things just to see how far I can push you or to see how crazy you are lol. I wonder if you ever caught on to that. (Sorry bout that) but yeah you are just this fascinating enigma, and I'm always excited to hear about your life stories and opinions because you are just so honest and amazeballs! And Congrats On Black! Woop woop
- and don't you read this and not respond. How awful would that be lol. Give your opinion of me and be honest af.
