I felt the need to get this out of my system and blog about it. I don't know what to do right now, I feel like I'm going to be sick :(
I met M****** in grade 6 when I moved to my new elementary school. I didn't really know her that well, but we got to know eachother in grade 7. We would talk all the time, and laugh at the principal at all the stupid stuff she got mad at us for. I miss her awkward voice that she had in elementary school, but she was always tough as shit. She could always make me laugh. I went out with her in grade 7, even if it was for only a few days, she is still the girl that i will always call my first gf. In highschool, we grew apart and weren't close friends, but we still talked in the classes we had. I remember laughing at the drama teacher this one time cuz i burst out laughing at this kids speech cuz she was making faces at me. I remember laughing at all the stupid stuff that happened in english and also art, when the teacher would give her shit for being late all the time. i moved schools after grade 8 so i hadn't really talked to her in the last 2 years except when i saw her at the mall id say hi. i did talk to her on facebook every now and again but didnt really think much of it.
M****** died a week ago in a car accident that was caused by drinking and driving. The driver tried to pass another car on a blindspot and lost control and crashed into a tree. the other three passengers were taken to hospital, while she was also taken to the hospital but passed away :(
The funeral is tomorrow, and ive been feeling like shit all week. im so upset right now, it feels like the funeral will make everything official. I know shes gone, but this just feels like now for sure shes not coming back.
M******, I miss you :( you've taught everyone a valuable lesson of not to drink and drive, im sorry that your life was the consequence. you shouldnt be gone :( there should be tears all over my laptop and i shouldnt be typing this :(
I am so sorry for your loss
I understand the feeling of losing a friend
and the feeling of wishing you had spent more time with them
I know it feels weird now
but time does heal all wounds
Also Shane this is not the time NOR is it the place to be a douche
sorry for the loss of your friend .
she will forever live in the hearts of those who cared about her is some form or another .
she is and will always be with you .
((blueagle))
i met her in kindergarden, we clicked from there and on, we promised eachother bestfriends till the end but then i moved in grade five we still talked but we grew distance after awhile, she entered highschool and i had my friends. she totally changed after that; hair,makeup, attidude something that wasnt her. i met up with a friend last when he was in town for a hockey tournament, i remember we talked about her and he said she wears alot of makeup. We all hanged out when we were younger but we all parted after i left and when they started highschool. i hated hearing that she changed. im still shocked over the news
