since my other blog was negged, I'm just going to REPOST it, especially since there is an update to it. BTW, there is NO reason to neg ANYONE's blog. Some people pour their hearts out and there is no reason to neg that. I don't do it to you, so please don't do it to me. It's so IMMATURE, RUDE and POINTLESS!
I went to my crush's school on Sunday to see their production of A Christmas Carol. When I told him I never saw it live, he told me "It would be nice if I could go". I'm still not 100% sure if he meant it would be nice if I went to see it because it was a fun program and the kids worked really hard on it. OR if he meant, it would be nice to see you. He was one of the directors in the musical. Anyway, after the program was out and the directors came out to thank people, I couldn't take my eyes off him. He truly is SO different from my ex. When I was walking out, I saw him, cause he was thanking people as they left. I'm pretty sure I saw a smile, like he was glad I was there. But Idk. I hope I'm not reading to much into this. I just sent him a message on FB telling him I was glad I made it there and everyone did a great job with it. I also said, "job well done" and asked him what's next now that it's over.
I'm soooo tempted to ask him if he would like to get a coffee or something. But yet, I'm holding back on it. I just don't know...My brain and heart are fighting with each other. My heart is saying go for it and see what happens, yet my brain is saying, don't because he's either not interested or likes someone else. Idk what to do right now.
But I do hope him seeing me at the musical was the ice breaker we needed.
***UPDATE***
He did write back to me yesterday (Sunday) and this is what he said: "I'm so glad you could make it and enjoyed it.". I responded back that I did enjoy it and it was good seeing him. So far I haven't gotten a response on that, so I'm thinking I have my answer. I just don't know. My heart is still saying don't give up, yet my brain is saying, "move on". Maybe I just need to be patient and see what happens. What if he does like me, but is afraid to say it to me? But at the same time, if he's not feeling anything, he should tell me that too. #GuysAreConfusing
Comments
lol girls are the confusing ones.
I say go for it :P The worst thing that could happen is that you don't do anything and he is interested.
k4r4k That's what my heart wants to do, but my brain is saying no.
Diva1 I seriously want to. I mean this is Tuesday, I thought when I told him it was good to see him, he may have replied. IDK, maybe I caught him off guard with that, I honestly have no clue. I think I'm going to wait this out and hopefully I'll see him at church on Sunday and be able to talk to him.
I say go for it :P The worst thing that could happen is that you don't do anything and he is interested.