This is something that I have wanted to do for a very long time but haven't quite been able to until now. I really wanna open up about this issue because I know a lot of people in the Tengaged community relate to it and I want all those people to know that they are not alone in their struggles.
As most of you don't know I suffer from an extreme form of anxiety. Something as simple as hanging out with friends can give me a full blown panic attack. More often than not I have night time panic attacks that wake me up from my sleep: heart racing, wild anxious thoughts- it leaves me scared and unable to fall back to sleep. In some regards I am extremely social. My anxiety is way less when I'm drunk so I often times find myself wanting to drink every time I go anywhere with anyone. I hate long car rides, being in lines gives me panic attacks...I could really go on and on about the battles I face in my every day life. I stay strong because I am determined to be successful even with this setback.
The point is, for those of you that can relate to this you are not alone <3!
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love ya <3
wow thatd make me so nervous like all the time ugh
I completely relate. My anxiety was so bad that I hated going outside my home. I had no desire to drive, get a job, be around people and make friends. But I never gave up and eventually I realized that life was livable with anxiety, and as a result I have been able to lessen the anxiety I have and feel much better about myself now.
<3 i relate completely!! but when i do get the panic attacks, they're more internal and i end up dissassociating :(. my friends are like "no u dont have this" and im like "its a clinical diagnosis sistren"
I understand the anxiety I still have problems myself with that nd depressionit takes courage though to come out and say it..especially on this site. Your amazing, smart, protective ,cute as hell, loyal, funny , just the best all around guy! Love you Carlos 鉂も潳
wow thatd make me so nervous like all the time ugh