Well this game has been a roller coaster for me. I've been through a whole bunch of ups and downs but now it's came down to making a decision I feel is right simply because of how Carly has hosted this game these past few days and her ignorance towards us as she has let this season go downhill to where there is no bringing it back up. I love most of y'all and I will never forget VMR and the enormous amount of time I gave to this game. I am loved and hated by people and I'm happy to know I played the game the way I envisioned myself playing it.
I wanted to run to the f2 and do whatever I could to win VMR and have bragging rights and feel happy and strong after all the work I put in since day 1 after the reset.
I wanna be clear about something, Carly hosted this game better than any host I have ever seen until she started making lazy and emotional decisions only because she gave up not only on this game but the people who were in the game and put all the work into the game minus JB and Billy (not throwing shade just saying y'all weren't working as hard as others, regardless of how much time you had on your hands)
I'm gonna give a tribute to you all before I exit this game. I apologize to all of the houseguests I made relationships with in the game and to myself for not being able to handle sticking this out. Carly has made me hit my boiling point and I'm just done playing a normal Skype game that won't matter anymore
Here we go for this tribute
Carly. You did an awful job hosting this season. However,You were honestly an amazing friend to me when I needed you. I hope the Carly that enjoyed the game for what it was and the Carly that was happy comes back. I know this isn't you and I pray things turn around for you in your attitude. You are better than this and you know you are. You are an amazing woman and I will never forget our love of maroon 5 and Carrie underwood. I do hope you talk to me after this and don't see this as a personal attack. I just felt you could have done a much better job
JB and billy. I have nothing to say to either of you. I never really talked to either of you and I think both of your social games were extremely flawed, however I do hope your lives go well and I hope you find happiness in whatever you seek for in life.
Nick. You are simply an asshole. You are a hypocrite and you were way too hard on Adele when all Adele did was give y'all a hard time just because you and your group were a reason he was evicted. With that being said I hope you keep enjoying your life and running your coffee shop
Adele: you are very misinterpreted by people you are a sweet person and you deserved much more respect that what you were getting from others. You are smart and have an awesome personality. My only advice is ignore the bitches who get under your skin. As bad as you wanna swing back at them it's not always worth it. However in this game you had every right to do everything you did. I hope we talk after the game and you are someone who I think has the most outgoing personality other than maybe Caleb in this cast. Be you and you will do big things
Rebecca. You are the most childish person ever in the cast. Plain and simple. You are a bitch and if you live the same attitude as you did in this game your life will not go well. I pray that turns around because if you live life that way you will not be successful or happy. And at the end of the day that's what I want for you all. Your blog about me was an attack and for someone to call me a snake before I even did anything to you shows what kind of bitch and hypocrite you really are
Josh. We clearly never clicked. You were a bit hypocritical but not as bad as the others. You were after me and didn't have the balls to admit it. However I do hope you become a teacher like you want and I hope we can talk after this game because at the end of the day I saw you as a good person. It's just in this game I saw you in a negative light
Andrew and deshon. Y'all we didn't talk much but I do respect and love the both of you. You both tried to make the most fun you could out of this. I hope we talk more after this game and I hope you realize in this game I was with y'all even though you weren't my top allies by any means
Skyler. Man we clicked a little bit when it came to talking shit on nick and Jonah. I had fun with you playing BB simulator that one night even though you kicked me and rennys ass at it. I hope we become good friends because I do feel out of everyone i relate to you on so many levels despite the amount of time we talked.
Ash. Same relates to Deshon and Andrew. However you were someone I trusted and would have went far with. I would have tried to swing after you once I had to make a move to gurantee renny wouldn't take you to f2. But all that being said you are a hell of a friend and ally And my opinion of you has changed since this game started. You are a sweet genuine person and I know you can be successful in whatever you strive for. I hope we talk more and I know I made a friend in you. Also we are gonna kill it in our hosting future
Jonah. We love football. We love basketball. But you are nothing but a boring sewer rat in VMR. I hope we can enjoy our sports talk and stay friends. However you hurt me as a friend in fucking me in this game before the reset and I don't know why you did that to me. I would have had your back.
Caleb. You are the nicest person on tengaged. You have motivated me in many ways and made me smile when I might have a bad day and you say something crazy or random and it just makes me laugh. I know you would be there for me when I need you. And if I couldn't have taken out ash to destroy rennys f2. I would have taken you or Jordan to f2 if we reached that point. I hope your relationship with that one girl works out and you live life as happy and as genuine as you have shown me in VMR. You put this game in the backseat and made friendships your primary goal. I have nothing bad to say about you. It's impossible. I hope you always are happy Caleb and we are gonna definitely be friends after this season.
Renny. Wow man. I ain't gonna lie, I had your back more than anybody here. I love you like a bro. We have so many moments in tengaged and VMR. You are the reason I played VMR in VMR 2. And to know we are gonna keep being friends I can happily say you are my best friend on tengaged. I could go on and on about you but this is already long and you know I was gonna try going to f2 with you and you know how I feel about you.
Amethyst. #jamethyst was a real showmance. I did like you and still do. I hope we talk after the season because you are a genuine person I was wanting to possibly go to the f2 with if you stayed in
Jordan. I love you bro. Every conversation I had with you was genuine on my end. I hope you didn't kiss my ass about how much people respect me and stuff like that. In other words I hope you were real with me as a person and I hope you weren't fake with me because like I said I was real with you every step of the way. You are a great friend and I hope we still talk as well. Nobody talked to me as much as you. We always went on late night calls talking about everything including life. And you were there for me in my rough time and I know you always will be. I want you to know I'll be there for you as well. You have a bright future. You have a sweet personality and if you made it to f2 against anybody you would have won. You no doubt played the best game until this game went downhill. I know you have big things ahead of you. It's only a matter of time. You can be almost whatever you want in life Jordan
To the fans and haters who were with or against me just know I only would acknowledge the people who supported me. If you didn't like me I'm sorry that I don't care what you think. You just made me enjoy the game better by pissing y'all off.
To the people who supported me just know Clorox squad will never die. I hope I made the people who were cheering for me proud. I saw a huge chance in me winning if the game didn't go downhill. I was confident. But please stay tuned for future blogs by me. I'm not leaving the online big brother scene yet.
I love you all but with that being said I self evict from the game
