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Big Brother and online Hunger games.

YASSSSSSSS!

1stJun 29, 2015 by k4r4k
i got the job!

i have grown so much since i first joined this site. never stop evolving as a person. i joined tengaged february 8, 2013 on a friday afternoon when i was bored at work. i was clearly addicted to this site for a point in time because i was so unhappy with my life and surroundings. instead of trying to change them, i submitted to a defeatist attitude and felt like i was helpless. people say good things and bad things about me all the time here and that's how life is out in the real world too. but i am so incredibly happy with myself and my life right now that no one or nothing could bring me down.

i know this is incredibly long and rant-y but i feel like i've been a bit of a recluse lately. i was signing off for days or weeks at a time once i fully realized this site was totally unhealthy for me. its only unhealthy if you can't manage it properly and now i can. at times i feel like i've been through hell and back. when i joined this site i had a long term relationship with a man that wasn't going anywhere, i had put on a ton of weight, i was insecure and had this deep desire to be liked by everyone. i had always heard the saying "you have to love yourself before other people can love you" but the weight of the phrase didn't resonate with me until about a month ago. everyone experiences negativity and i've decided to acknowledge those negative things or people and move right on past them. i'm eating better, i'm exercising, i found an amazing job, i have real plans that i am implementing. if you had talked to me a month or a year ago, i would have been stuck in my neutral phase. life is whatever you choose to make of it.

so yes, i have struggled with anxiety and depression. yes, i have made mistakes. yes, i have treated others with less respect than they deserved. yes, i have shown ugly sides of myself. but i've turned a new leaf. i've learned how to manage the psychological elements and feel like an entirely new person. i just feel like life is too short and too beautiful to not enjoy it and do the things that make you happy. it just took a little soul searching but i found myself. i am so much better.

thank you to anyone that's helped me along the way < 3

Comments

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Sent by Rperduex11,Jun 29, 2015
HECK YES
Sent by Lifer107,Jun 29, 2015
~heckel yes~
Sent by JonMcGillis,Jun 29, 2015
top blog
Sent by cereal222,Jun 29, 2015
congrats so proud of u < 3
Sent by m7md26,Jun 29, 2015
OMG GRATS :)
Sent by ImGonnaWin,Jun 29, 2015
K4r4k (Kara) this is an important asset others must do in thier lives.... Finding out whom you are is very important, and without your help IRL matters I would not be where I am today! So I would like to THANK YOU for everything and keep up the work on yourself. Waking up with a smile everyday is the most important thing for complete happiness and always support what you are doing!!!! Thanks for mailing me this blog I enjoyed reading it....
Sent by makingallfall2,Jun 29, 2015
OMGGGGGGGG CONGRATS < 33333
Sent by acyuta,Jun 29, 2015
Grats :)
Sent by quackattack817,Jun 29, 2015
Plussed grats
Sent by ticofernandez,Jun 29, 2015
I LOVE KARA
Sent by alanb1,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats :)))
Sent by Rocker917,Jun 29, 2015
Woo! :D
Sent by awwsum11,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats Kara. You deserve it for being such an amazing role model :)
Sent by NJKoda1998,Jun 29, 2015
gratz pretty lady
Sent by semajdude,Jun 29, 2015
congrats late war! :D
Sent by woollybear98,Jun 29, 2015
oops karebear* my phone has weird autocorrect :(
Sent by woollybear98,Jun 29, 2015
That's awesome Kara! Congrats! :)
Sent by disneygeek,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats!!!
Sent by silas86,Jun 29, 2015
congratulations on your new job and you sound so much happier! im glad things are going well for you now and this was lovely to read!
Sent by Oliviaxoxo,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats! Sounds like this job is a good fit for you with your artistic background, I'm sure you will enjoy it and be very good at it!
Sent by SmoothStalker12,Jun 29, 2015
grats girl
Sent by RobertH,Jun 29, 2015
congrats that is great:)
Sent by aaronstevens4444,Jun 29, 2015
yay kara love youuu
Sent by ohheydudeski,Jun 29, 2015
this is such an inspiring blog :) im so happy for you!
Sent by maxiphone27,Jun 29, 2015
Congratz!  :D
Sent by useamint,Jun 29, 2015
:3333
Sent by TheBlackDog,Jun 29, 2015
you might see Thumper91 she lives near Charlotte :p
Sent by Carlisle,Jun 29, 2015
congrats!!! Was there any doubt?? No better options :P
Sent by AlextheGod,Jun 29, 2015
congratulations karebear! you definitely deserve it. im really happy for you and excited for all the great things that are going to come your way
Sent by qazwsx123,Jun 29, 2015
Congratulations k4r4k

You'll do great and I hope you really enjoy the new job. Good things happen to good people :)
Sent by MitchTheMachine,Jun 29, 2015
great stuff kara :)
Sent by KBeastW,Jun 29, 2015
u may see my deadbeat brother soon
Sent by BBlover96,Jun 29, 2015
congratz i hope you have a blast there!
Sent by Zazooski,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats! I have been applying for administrative assistant jobs at universities too, but i haven't gotten a job at one yet. They always send me an email and say that they already hired someone.
Sent by Megan,Jun 29, 2015
I just got a real job from an interview too and I hate interviews so grats
Sent by Betsy_Booty,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats x
Sent by Cromatique,Jun 29, 2015
GREAT JOB!
Sent by Survivorgame1,Jun 29, 2015
OMG I LIVE NEAR CHARLOTTE OMG OMG OMG OMG
Sent by saxonmath,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats! :)
Sent by carlyjordan14,Jun 29, 2015
Slay that college corporate world, bitch. See ya on Big Brother one day
Sent by OhNatalie,Jun 29, 2015
No way! k4r4k I live in charlotte, not far from campus. We should meet irl one day!
Sent by Keyton,Jun 29, 2015
Carolina pride...congrats
Sent by NexusCain,Jun 29, 2015
Congrats :)
Sent by mrcool,Jun 29, 2015
Congratulations on your new job!!
Sent by Diva1,Jun 29, 2015
oooh yeees grats ^
Sent by Arris,Jun 30, 2015
Congratulations !!!
Sent by Jameslu,Jun 30, 2015
Gratz!
Sent by pleaseletmestay,Jun 30, 2015
Great job hun :)
Sent by LeXXXy,Jun 30, 2015
Grats Kara you deserve it!
Sent by bradyspaulding16,Jun 30, 2015
dont forget to submit a collage pic!
Sent by lemonface,Jun 30, 2015
Congrats!
Sent by StraightLoonie,Jun 30, 2015
grats kara! that job sounds amazing, and glad to see you're doing fine :)
Sent by hellboy274,Jun 30, 2015
Congrats on the new job!
Sent by Jogon,Jun 30, 2015
Congratulations! that's so exciting!
Sent by PoohSnap,Jun 30, 2015
I LOVE YOU KARA
Sent by dustin24688642,Jun 30, 2015
grats kara!!!!!
Sent by Jettsmith7,Jun 30, 2015
Congrats hun and keep doing what youve been doing you will be ok k4r4k
Sent by Valdamien,Jun 30, 2015
Congratulations Chica
Sent by PepperParker,Jun 30, 2015
congrats :)
Sent by Pegasus1234,Jul 3, 2015

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