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A More Put Together Tribute to my Brother Figure

9thApr 30, 2016 by megzbl
Silas86,

There are too many words that I would love to say to you. You, your contagious laugh and you bright outlook will be engrained into my heart forever.  The 2 years and 4ish months ( Wisconsinite96 has to remind me how long it has been because you know how short and sweet my memory is) were not long enough with you. You have been the most kind hearted, selfless and caring person and you will be forever missed.  Some people question how I could feel such a way about someone I met on the Internet. I respect your opinion however mine is different. Silas was not just someone I met on the internet. He was a friend and brother that helped me through my toughiest times and celebrated all my greatest sucesses.

I have so many amazing memories of you that I could never write them all out. I will never forget our daily late night calls with Wisconsinite96 and Sarah1894 where we would listen to music, and watch movies together....well you guys watched the movies and i fell asleep halfway through...

I have been going through some of my favourite memories and one that comes to mind most often is how you and Wisconsinite96 would always laugh at my prononciation of Maryland.

I also will never forget how we all made plans to meet up one day here in Canada and that I would make you homemade poutine. I promise when I meet you again, that I will still make you that poutine. It also ties into you and Wisconsinite96 laughing at all my Canadianisme and how I apprently say aboot instead of about. I was always jealous of your Texas heat and dreaming of that warmth here in Canada and you wanting to be up here in the cold. You can be whatever temperature you want now and you will be with me even on the coldest of days here. < 3.   

These are just some of the many memories that I will remember.

You gave me so much advice about how to be a better person and help me through all of my sturggles. These are things that will stay with me forever. You will be with me and all of the others you have touched. You were a huge part of my life and you will always remain in my heart. You have given me a drive to be the best I can be and help people through their toughest problems.

Thank you for all that you have done and all of the people you have introduced me to that are some of the greatest friends I could ever ask for. You are my brother and will always be seen as such.

There are so many lives you have touched with your kind heart and soul.You always saw the best in people even if that was sometimes hard to find.

That list is much too long to write but I am going to include some for you so you can see just how many lives you have touched and will continue to touch with your memory.

Wisconsinite96
Teetoo
Mikey_Elite
Stokes2009
Supervixenxo
Tomdudley
Sarah1894
Amylou8251
Kyoot
Icarus_Mark
Tevin1001
Graneceffect
Rockslide
@ the members of the HeartBreakers
@ Sooo many others

You are one of the many people who embodied what this site should be about, friends and fun.

(polarbear), this skype emoji is a polarbear hugging two other little polarbears and I called this a canadian hug because it is always cold up here and it makes me think of you and how I always gave you hugs with that emoji.

I know you are giving me the strenght to carry on and help others cope with your passing.

I love you my brother, je t'aime mon frère .

-Meg

Comments

❤️ I'm here if you or your friends need anything during this time
Sent by maturo,Apr 30, 2016
Wtf is this going to get shoved down our throats for a long time?
Sent by Striky,Apr 30, 2016
this made me cry, i wish i knew him better ;( im in tears ..
Sent by Katherinee_,Apr 30, 2016
Striky I am sorry that you feel that way. Silas was near and dear to my heart and this is my way of coping with the loss of my friend and brother. I felt it important to continue the legacy that Silas carried.
Sent by megzbl,Apr 30, 2016
striky that's awful
Sent by temponeptune,Apr 30, 2016
striky kill yourself
Sent by kyoot,May 1, 2016
temponeptune kyoot megzbl ok because Im afraid of death and when somebody mentions death or a deadperson I get really sad and Im also getting headaches thinking about the day I die ugh Its scary thats why I was asking if similar blogs will be posted
Sent by Striky,May 1, 2016

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