CheapCheep - You seemed pretty shocked at the last tribal council, does that make you worried for tonight's vote?
Let's be honest. I was left out of the equation. I bring a lot to the table but never once had I even heard about Ice's name being out down. I was shocked, but also grateful. These people could have just as easily taken me out of this game without the slightest hint.
I have a strong feeling that tonight will be my last night here. The Daylight Savings time screwed me over, and talking to certain people on here gives me less feedback than a brick wall. People even threw my name out for having set-up Ice's vote-off when I was absent the entire day due to an Eagle Ceremony.
If these people were smart, they'd realize the person who will take control of this game in only a matter of days, and they'd be more than willing to make a move. Instead, people who have been brought back 2...3...4 times even won't realize the mistakes they make and want to follow suit.
I'll spit the truth right now. I've looked for idols frequently. I'm not afraid to admit it at this point. Have I found the idol? Maybe...probably not. I'm as exposed as you can get right now.
However, i'm not giving up. I'm willing to make a move when others are as well. I'm willing to go out with a bang rather than sit here and be plagued with the name "sheep" day after day.
The choice isn't mine tonight as much as I wish it was. But considering how the game's been going, my chances look bleak. I'm a free agent as of now and if you wanna use me for the sole purpose of having an extra vote tonight, tell me. But when nobody will respond to me, I may as well find the fire and through myself into it now.
#chaoskass