Jimmy
I need to sort out my thoughts, maybe a confessional will help.
OMG, I won what might be the most important immunity in the game. I'm thrilled to jump two seat placements with one win. It was worth the $3.54 or whatever the stupid energy drink cost. lol. Did it make me into a larger target? I don't know, maybe. But I've made it to 6th place which is as far as I've been in Tim and Josh' series. Although this time, there were two additional cast members so I think that counts as an improvement.
Idol searching is just as much fun as I've been saying it is. Wade wants it desperately and I've told him if he does the work of organizing the names I'd give it to him. I probably would, even. I expect another idol play out of him would spell his doom at F4. Do Tim and Josh do the automatic firemaking challenge at F4? I don't know. I'm not sure Wade would be that great at one anyway, so I don't see that as a reason to take him out.
My eyes aren't so much on who to take out, so much as who am I going to F6 with, and can I find myself in a majority alliance that is solid at that point in time? My only real shots at that is if Hoops Army is a legit thing. It's not, :( When I told Kyle I was true to it during last nights competition, he didn't even know who was in it. OMG, so like, He's probably suffering from a similar problem to me. So many fucking groups, not enough loyalty.
If I were asked right this second who I wanted out, I would reply with Bobby/Icy. I feel I have the least influence on them, and going into F6 with Grace/Ikah/Kyle/Myself as an alliance with my side relationships with Josh and Wade, I feel like that's the safest possible outcome.
But the argument is there to take out Kyle and Wade right now. Kyle has made himself into a big target by taking that idol temptation. the REAL temptation is to vote his ass out. I really want to stay true to him though, so I don't know if I could? I guess thankfully I only get one vote.
I have no idea what the votes are at this stage. I know mostly what I've been told by Wade. He's a great source of information for me, but unfortunately also half-assed, because he doesn't ever tell me where he heard the information so... kinda hamstrung. He has told me people are talking Josh/Grace. that does NOT work for me. I cannot have that. I really want to know where the Grace vote is coming from, because if it's coming from within Hoops Army, then that's gonna force me to abandon that alliance and try to create something new (again) … hm..
Anyway, I fell asleep cuz tired and just woke up and am trying to figure out who's who and what's what.