logging in after over 100 days just to let the girlies know i graduate today! legit never thought that would happen, it doesn’t feel real. when you’ve spent your entire life not thinking you’d even make it to 18, it’s really polarizing when it hits you. anyway, i hope all of you are doing well, it’s been too long.
i’ve outgrown this silly lil website i fear…i’ll probably be back someday let’s be real but i don’t base my value on how internet ppl think of me anymore!!! no point of being on here if i have better things to do irl lol. also it’s my senior year…i’m tryna live in the moment lol
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bye for at least rn! it’s been fun but i have other shit to pay a whole lot more attention to rn lol
hello tengaged!!! i made it to the finale everyone! i have a whole lot to say about my experience in the house (most i get into in my vlog) but i’m so thankful to be here. every poll i was in this game was me staying by less that 2 percent. i am genuinely floored and feel so loved by the tengaged community.
i won’t go too into my game in text (i cover each nomination one by one in my vlog if you wanna see exactly where my head was for each set) but i’ve played a killer game. i’ve had a huge target on my back since 15th and still managed to make it here with minimal scratches on me. 8/12 sets this game were masterminded by yours truly and i was the only person in the whole cast to get put up three times. i was labeled a major threat by most even though i didn’t really play the middle much and i stuck to my own guns most this game, which ended up paying off.
my game definitely did have plenty of spicy drama thrown in if you’re into that type of thing. from a messy breakup to #spamgate, this game threw a lot of things at me i didn’t know if i could handle. there were a lot of times where i nearly gave up and stopped fighting, but i never truly did. i came into this game a true underdog, being the second furthest to the right in this cast. i’ve only been on the website for half a year, this being my third stars. i was eager to play and see how far i went.
with all that being said, thank you again to absolutely ANYONE who saved me in any of the polls i was in. your votes do not go unappreciated and unacknowledged. thank you for anyone who sent me kind words when things got rough, and special thank you’s to those in the cast that understood that i’m an erratic 16 y/o kid with bipolar that can snap pretty damn easily. i appreciate anyone who puts up with my shit more than you know LOL
well…here we are. this is it. the final stretch. my vlog goes into heavy detail about how i played my game and what i did where if you’re curious. it’s definitely not a mandatory watch (as it’s 13 minutes) but it definitely gives voters insight as to why i deserve to win this thing.
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and yeah! thanks for reading!!! push my button and vote me to win! gl joe and kim, ily both :)) <33
