So i'm bac after a little mishap with my mom which ended in her grounding me. Well i'm off and ready to play some BB. :) :) o and a side note IM SOOOOOOOO SUPER HAPPY JORDAN WON BB11~!!!!!!!!! She deserved it totally not NASTY NAT!!!!!!
I look into ur eyes and see everything good about u. How u always seem to make me smile when my mom gets on my case or how u kno just when to pick me up and swing me around when we see each other. Ur arms wrapped around me so tightly i can hardly breathe but just loose enough so that i can. Everything so wonderful i never want it to last. I see ur smile and see how things used to b b4 u started. I sit at home and cry over and over at the scars and marks u left. I hear u screamin in the back of my mind and wonder wat was happening? Wat did i do to make u so angry at me? Was it somethin i said? Was it somethin u said? Watever it was it changed u bad. Knowin i should leave u behind and the abuse i dnt i stay by u. Even tho i kno ur cheating and treatin her so much better than me i stick wit u. I think to myself "take ur life make it end by ur hands and not his" but that would only make it worse if i fail. Our love story so beautiful in the beginning so peaceful and happy. But one day it changed and made it so horrible. Im so happy I found that strength to fight back. Takin all the emotions inside of me and puttin the knife inside of u made me feel good. Now life in jial witout my kids, family, or friends for support. Every waking moment is worth it tho knowin that u wont hurt me or any other woman ever again.
My Way of looking at abused Women everywhere. I dnt kno how everybody else's sory would turn out but this is the way it almost turned out for some1 close to me. But she got help and if ur in this situation u shouldd to. Go to this site and find a place to help u.
http://www.abusedwomen.org/resources.html
I never really blogged before this would b my first time. I dnt kno wat to say. Wat should i blog about? My brother has a blog he talks about beer weed and sports. but im not interested in any of that. I kno when MJ died everyone was blogging about how much they would miss him and stuff but thats over i guess. IDk well i guess thats the majority of wat i have to say. TTFN
