I think they're such an integral part of the game to me now. Like it takes a lot of strategy to decide whether to go with a threat or not, and it's definitely nice to have someone to put up without worrying about it. At first, they annoyed me. They still do most of the time, but I've come to appreciate their uses in the game. Nevertheless, I always try not to enter games unless I've got a lot of time to kill. Or I'm avoiding whatever I shoulddd be doing :)
I tried to make my last post a little upbeat like my first one and people negged me for it. So it could have been more like this:
I really really really want to level up to yellow. I don't even understand castings, though, so I don't think I will fare well in higher levels. Also, it costs money to play the higher levels. I just don't think I'm thick-skinned enough for this. I mean, look at me, I got offended by people negging my blog post.
I write a fair amount in my own life. My main focus is poems and I have an entire blog devoted to it, but I've been having very bad writer's block. On here I've only ever written one other blog post and I wanted to write another. Again, I have no idea what to say. The fact that I'm even on this website is to avoid the work I should be doing - writing a poem so that maybe for once I won't be scrounging up words last minute, or writing a few pages of the paper I'm working on.
But none of that is happening.
On a brighter note, I got to final three in my second fasting. It gave me a great deal of stress and no inspiration. Well, maybe a little inspiration. What happens when you're faced with the idea that everyone around you might be lying and you still need to trust at least some of them?
Ignoring the fact that I hate the name of these short (supposedly - that just lasted four hours) games because of eating connotations, I just got into my first final threeeeee! Eek I'm so excited. My last fasting that I did well in I got fifth, but I just wasn't on the correct side. The same thing happened this time, I was at final four. I knew the other three were working together. But then I won POV, which is what I was hoping for. Honestly, though, I felt terrible about it.
Anyway, this whole thing took a very long time and I know I would not have made it so far if there were less inactives, but, oh my goodness it took foreverrrr to end. I really almost gave up. So I just ended up talking about randomness. Whatever. Okay, I am also in an actual casting game now!! Wish me luck :)
