You know, sometimes I get so down, thinking about how there are so many other more beautiful women out there, and thinking about all the sexual corruption in the world that men and women are exposed to...it makes me really scared to commit when I really think about the future. :/ My brain is MASTER of the "What if...?" hypothesis. And I get so insecure and down on myself, being so hard on my flaws and starving myself to get that ideal image
