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GETTING TO THE FINALS...

Jan 28, 2011 by tycoon1234
I think that getting to the finals (in castings) takes all skill and no luck.. half the people have no idea how to play and it is really easy sometimes... who agrees that getting to the finals takes all skil??

Comments

It was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do.. and I have to live with it every day.. I'm sorry. I never meant to make you feel that way, I love you, but please  realize i was only looking out for me, trying to get some space and get over it, because at the end of the day i think about you all the time. I know things can  never be the same.. but i've always hoped that one day after I had gotten over you, everything would work itself out.. I want to talk to you so badly, I'm just scared and idk what to do.. I'm a mess.. this whole situation is.. and I'm sorry. I only did it for the soul purpose of trying to move on myself.. theres no other way to do that- and I know it was so sudden, and ugh just please know that my feelings for you as a person and everything are still the same, no matter what, I am always there for you- I just need my space for now. I didn't know you felt that way about me, i mean that i meant so much to you.. I guess I don't feel like i mean anything to anyone.. at all.. and I thought you would get over it quickly, I'm not a person who just leaves, I have many reasons as you know, it's just so hard. Please just know this, and please don't hate me and never let me in again because you're the one person I shared everything with, and Its so hard… i'm sobbing and typing too much right now ok just please plus this at least so I know you've read it if you do..
You are the most amazing person I know.. so please don't feel defeated.. you are 100x the person that I will ever be.. and its very true. If i got my way, i'd take my space, get over you, and then we could slowly go back to the way things were.. but I know you would never allow that. But just know I'm still the same Alex that I always was
I love you
Sent by tycoon1234,Mar 9, 2014

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