like especially when they dont realize that they are and think they aren't because they wont lay a finger on you. I would really rather you beat me than like tear me down to pieces with words and then pretend everything is okay 2 weeks later and be nice to me. Feeling like you're on walking on eggshells is quite possibly the worst feeling and then you have that cultural guilt-tripping kick in (if you know, you know) where you make yourself feel awful for being ungrateful and disrespectful and wanting to leave. It just sucks it really does.
I dont really like getting personal on here so like I would rather not discuss it privately with anyone but lmk if you feel like you can relate!
Comments
Love you and always here for you. Definitely relate to a lot of this