Life seems to be so fucking cruel at the moment.. Everything seems to happen at once. Today, a horrible thing happened in my family, something I'd never wish to happen to anyone. My cousin was pregnant with twins, and sadly one of them died this morning. We are hoping that the other baby will be ok but they will monitor her closely so fingers crossed.
I just don't know how to deal with this sort of thing. Not only am I coming to terms with my friends death but now this on top. Iv never had anyone close to me die before so I'm struggling to cope, I'm trying to be strong but it's like I'm bottling up my feelings and putting on a brave face and I don't wanna talk about it to anyone.
How can this be right, for two young lives to be taken away in such a short amount of time. I know that death is a part of life, and it happens to us all but ugh!! Everyone around me is hurting, friends, family.. and I'm heartbroken.. It really does suck :(
Sorry for another deep blog, but I was speaking to a good friend earlier and he said writing things down helps and it does..
Edit: She had to give birth and the second baby lived for a few minutes but passed away :(
as many people say, writing it down helps...if u wanna, put my pic on ur pillow and beat the shit out of it...helps me a lot!
if u need to talk to anyone, feel free to message me <3
Kez you are amazing. Just keep writing. That's what this is for. Nobody is judging you, just supporting you. Chin up..storms always end. Nothing stays bad forever.
I am so sorry to hear that
Life seems horribly cruel at times, but in the end everything happens for a reason
You have 3 angels watching out for you now :)
Cheesy but hopefully inspirational quote
"The past is history, the future is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it's called the present."
I interpret it as: You can't change what has happened, and you never truly know what will happen, so enjoy life as it is. It has its ups and downs but you need to make the best of it before you lose it.
:( Kez, no one should have to go through so much sadness in a short period of time, or even ever. You are strong enough to get through it, yet warm enough to acknowledge it is difficult. You're a great person
Oh no :\ Ugh that's awful! I'm terribly sorry for this loss Kez, I can imagine how difficult it has to be for you, take care and take time to reflect, but stay strong! Try your absolute best to not get depressed about this :(
