My first Survivor ever...my tribe is AWESOME...and I am totally failing them on challenges!! I just can't catch a break!! I mean when I am in castings I usually do quite well at challenges (except for guitar) but I see the numbers that they are putting up and I feel like a complete loser!!
I am having fun so it's not like I am begging to be voted off...but a part of me wants to cause I feel like my bad scores are hurtin these cool ass people!! I just feel so crappy...
Being that it is my first Survivor a couple of the guys have kinda taken me under their wing and I truely love them for that...but I don't want to hurt their chances because they are sticking up for me!!
I don't know...I'm just disappointed in myself right now and I guess I needed to vent!!
