I HATE MCCRAE
I HATE SPENCER
I HATE JUDD
I HATE ANDY EVEN MORE
Come on Gina Marie. Your win is the only thing that would redeem this shitty season. Thank God Survivor is starting soon so we can forget about this tragedy.
If you told me, on day 1, that I would be sitting in the final 5, I would've laughed at you. Not because I can't, evidently, I can. But solely because of how the odds were stacked against me right from the beginning. I had to find an idol and use it on myself to survive the first vote. After ilikebugs was voted out during that tribal, the majority alliance that I put together was solidified, and my alliance was able to control the votes during the next few tribal councils. My tribe, challenge after challenge, proved to be the "physically" (A.K.A challenge wise) inferior tribe, having lost 4 in a row. My alliance stuck together, and voted out the opposition.
Then, a tribe-swap shook the game up. I was left, with my ally Jxhn, on a new tribe with 3 other Amaroks. We had to do something about it or we would've been doomed. After losing one of the two challenges, my tribe went to tribal council, and I was fully expecting to be voted out at that tribal (having failed to find the immunity idol). But thankfully, Pennerisabeast, an Amarok who decided to work with me, kept his word and voted with us, giving Jxhn and myself a new life in this game.
Once we merged, Tuktu was down in numbers 7 to 5. I was torn between my allegiances to my tribe and my promise to Pennerisabeast (who helped me stay) and his ally Darrel. Thus, I came up with the perfect scenario, let me take us tuktu 5 + Penner and Darrel to the final 7, and then, it's anybody's game. That didn't ultimately happen, some of the people I trusted tried to turn on me, and I found myself always one vote away from being voted out. Thanks to Jsassz, though, Tuktu became the majority, and we survived until the final 7. Then, the game got a little funky.
We all have decent chances of winning. One of us, however, had a bigger chance than all of us. Everyone realized that, and the majority of us came to the consensus of voting him out. I chose to go on with that, despite how horrible I felt about it, and regardless of the bashing that I received from that person. And then, we decided to take out another threat, jSASSz, who I respect dearly.
And now, 19 votes (against me), one immunity necklace (so far), and 3 immunity idols later, I'm in the final 5 with Jxhn, Pens and Waggamuffin, who I played the game with from early on, and trust completely. Also in the final 5 isJ axswim, who has played a great came, being the last surviving Amarok. I can safely say that I'm proud of the way I played this game. And I will leave it with my head held right, regardless of the result.
