I don't want to have beef with anyone, I really really don't! It's not something I like; it's not something I thrive on. Over the years, I've made mistakes. I've done some things I shouldn't have done; I've said some things I shouldn't have said. Overall, I just don't want anybody on here to view me as a disgusting person, because in my real life......I strive to be the nicest and most sincere person possible.
Maybe we just got off on the wrong foot, maybe we just disagreed on an issue. Whatever caused friction between us, I sincerely want it to go away. I understand that things take time, and some of the things I've done aren't forgivable, but here I am writing this, trying to extend the olive branch towards y'all.
*waves white flag* I surrender I guess, I just really don't like what I've turned into because of this stupid website, and I don't want anyone to ever feel anger or discomfort or disgust whenever they see my name pop up. I don't know for how much longer this site is going to be a thing, but I would honest to God really appreciate not having any enemies whenever it's over. If you really did just get to know me, I feel like your opinion would change of me. If you want to talk after you read this blog, or if you don't, that's totally okay! I'm not expecting everyone to just forgive me RIGHT AWAY or anything. Like I said, things take TIME.
So with all of that said, I'm sorry. Whether you accept my apology or not, just know that I AM sorry. I just want to be on a clean slate with everybody, and let bygones be bygones.
I was actually going to post this blog last week, but I was in stars, and I didn't want any of you to think that this was just an act to gain support or whatever, because I do really mean what I say. So I guess that's it....there's so much left that needs to be said, but I do think that's appropriate for a personal conversation if you'd like to start one.
So I guess I'll tag the people that this is addressed to, and if you want to talk about it, just mail me. I have everyone unfiltered (some of you I didn't even have filtered but yeah).
EyooMarcus < 3 Babeeeidah We just disagreed in the past on the blogs page, and I guess I just wanted you to know that I don't have any hard feelings towards you. I wasn't talking about you behind your back lol
Why wasn't I tagged......? You have emotionally pummeled me throughout our entire friendship & I have been scarred internally for the rest of my life because of you.
