As you can see, my blogs are never serious or about personal things, but tonight I really wanna clear something up and maybe seek advice... You don't have to read but please no abuse hehe
in early 2015 I went away with my bestest friend ever (he is straight... supposedly) and we never saw eachother in any way, never thought of him in any way sexual etc, but one night alcohol flowed and things became... let's say different as we had to share a bed.. The next day nothing was at all mentioned..
After holiday was over we would party and he would stay and things continuously happened etc... He convinced everyone was straight, never would look at a guy like that.. For a whole year these things happened, he never liked me talking about any other sexual partners or anything.
It would be hard because he comes from a homophobic religious family..
He never opened up to me, I tried with him but he tried convincing me nothing had happened and on few occasions we were sober..
This was like a relationship in secret but he didnt want to admit it..
We go away in August, do I just put it out there? Or continue this stupid lie.. I have opened up to my parents and came out etc..
But I am just too scared to take the step with him but for this length of time, it needs to be solved.. Anyone have an idea what he is going through or myself and can just give advice
