I have been here for 2 years now. And yet I don't seem to be that known.
Or if I am known its never followed by a good adjective.
But here I am. Having to spam a blog to be heard. I wish some blogs that were just meaning full could get top blogs naturally like they used to when I first joined. Tengaged has changed. I've taken breaks before, but now its time for me to buckle down and start living without tengaged and get back to real life things. You know? School starts in 6 days for me, and I would like to find a job. I just won't have the time anymore.
I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues in the past few months and one day if in the future I get my things straight I will return.
I know Tengaged has been a life line for me to talk to people and friends, but its time for real life. It hurts to even leave, because I don't know who I'll have left. Not only on the internet but in life in general. I have been royal fucked over by life, 2 of my best friends moved. One of my good friends at the beginning of the summer who know I was bi decided I wasn't worth her time. And now another good friend of mine is moving for half a school year.
Enough with the sob story.
I need to get my stuff together and make my senior year MY YEAR.
I want to meet new people and get my surroundings in order.
Moving back and forth from your mom's, dad's, and grandparents' is an issue that I also have to work on. I'm just stuck in a rut.
Thank you Tengaged. You have been kind to me in the last few years but its crunch time.
I hope I am missed LOL but I hope to be back and I'll spam this later I guess but it would be nice to just get a top blog with no effort that actually has some meaning and to let my friends know where I ran off too. because I'm just, so, done.
I'll be back to playing lots of games when I truly have the time.
For now I might join a random castings or two with my friend from my high school who I got to join :)
You can try getting a hold of me through tengaged mail but it sucks so yeah :P
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*edit 1*
I will be deleting a lot of my skype contacts so don't take it personal, but its getting over bored :/
BUT I will be on skype every here an then, maybe even a special event or two in the horizon. ♥
*edit 2*
I just realized its my second anniversary so i guess i better make a video.
Have a nice break.. you were in my first game ever.. and you didn't like me, but we got to know eachother later on, and have always got on since. Don't be a stranger <3333
I am going to miss you because you have the best personality ever and you were one of the first players who made me laugh on this site and I always had fun playing in games with you. I hope you can come back now and then and say hello because I am sure a lot of people feel the same way as I do!