I鈥檓 so tired of my anxiety ruining exciting things in my life. My last two trips were plagued with anxiety issues and I had to straight up not go on a trip today because I physically can鈥檛 due to anxiety. I can鈥檛 handle it.
I completely feel this. Anxiety is horrible and out of your control sometimes. Your feelings are totally valid. I know it's hard but please try to take care of yourself. You matter even despite struggling with anxiety and deserve kindness from yourself and others