"Nobody with intelligence, money, and a future would ever join the armed forces. Joining it means you had no future without it, and are a fucking loser."
There's many known people who have a better life than you who were in the armed forces.
Bill Cosby, Drew Carey, Jimi Hendrix, Montel Williams... just to name a few. They served and did more with their life than you will ever be able to do.
People in armed forces are heroes and treated with respect when they come home. Idk what made you so fucked up in the head, but you should rly see someone about it.