I just wanted to let you know that Jesus Christ loves you! Turn away from sinning and tell him that you want to be forgiven. Ask him to grant true repentance. Ask his help to enable you to truly believe in him. Give him your heart. And then tell him that you believe that he is the Son of God and that he died on the cross for your sins and rose three days later. Be water baptized by a true christian in the name of Jesus. He wants to save you!!!