I'm sorry that you're triggered over my 3 year old response/mental breakdown to years of being harassed and bullied by a large group of friends. I asked them nicely HUNDREDS of times to leave me alone, and the hate did nothing but intensify and multiply. I feel genuinely terrible for crossing the line as I did, however I feel even worse that my so called friends would let me be treated and bullied this way, and all they choose to focus on are the mistakes I made, and wanna ignore what was done to have caused it.