and why certain folks care very deeply about PALESTINE but also didn't make a peep when this happened to the Armenians via Azerbaijan, Syrians via Assad, Uyghurs via China, or any other genocide?
At some point as much as yall want to deny it, it's more trendy to hate Israelis. I feel like there's a word for that...
since I don’t even care anymore
I have two very much senior parents at this point
I have no brothers or sisters
I have no cousins my age I’m in contact with, no extended family
I work remotely so I don’t see anyone locally to be friends with
I live 3 hours from my parents and have minimal friends in my area
I’m not in a relationship either
And if the few people I do things with irl can’t or won’t do something, I have nothing to do but sit on discord, and if no one’s on that just sit by myself watching something
And when my parents die it’ll all be on me to handle and I’ll have even fewer people in my life
It’s soul crushing but I have more money than most people and if I ever say anything it’s like “at least you have money?” which doesn’t even do me any good
So I feel like I have to be a pushover to people or I’ll lose one of the few I have left
I feel like I’m literally always an afterthought to people
And just no one can ever comprehend how just horrifically lonely life is
And I can’t get myself to go to therapy because I feel like I can’t fill an hour with enough problems or I don’t like talking about it in general
And I cried in the shower tonight
Anyways thanks if you read idc how cringe this is what does it even matter
