I know winning Stars is very nice (even though I never did it),
but I had a very clear objective this time arround. To share my story with u all and hopefully someone can identify with what I'm saying or maybe I can help someone with my experience.
Lets start at the beginning of this year, I was very unhappy with my job and life. One day, me and my ex boyfriend had a fight and he told me "I hate you", "I never wanna see you again" and I believed that. I looked at the mirror and also hated myself, didn't wanna to see myself anymore. So I opened a bag of poison and drunk some.
God didnt wanted to take my life and I was very mad about it.
After that, I felt like I got another opportunity and that I deserved to be happy.
Day by day I started love myself again, I droped the job that was making me feel depressed and decided to follow my childhood dream.
Even though I was starting healing, I felt like it was too much for me to take alone and that I wouldn't be abble to get better alone so I asked for help.
I asked my mom for help, my Candomblé's mom for help and they them gave me their hands to hold. Now I feel so blessed that I'm still here and have all this support at home and at my religion.
Now in 2 days, ill be going in a spiritual journey and will be 14 days far for everything, cellphone, school... ill be all those days dedicated for my healing process, my spiritual journey and dedicated to the Orishas that always been with me and thats why I wanted to play stars this week, to share my history and close this cycle of my life.
I hope that reading my story, u all can realise that we always have tomorrow and we are not alone, all u need to do is tell people that u need help! Put yourself first and live your dreams, you deserve to be here and happy 🙏🏽🕊❤
I love you so much. It makes me so sad hearing about how down you were, and that is so scary that you tried to hurt yourself. I am so thankful you did not succeed at it, and that you are finding a path to heal and doing so much better.
You are an amazing person, and I wish you all of the good in the world. Eu amo voce.
