I actually feel so fucking awkard. rn. I haven't drank in 6 days because I blacked out on my friends now everyone hates me (for now) --I finally decide to go out and get a drink in this 50 below Canadian weather which was cold af and I met up with the guy I've recently been sleeping with and he acted as if I didn't even exist.
Was it the cold hard snow and the frosted tips of his hair that stopped him from saying Hi or was it me just fastly going past them to notice that it was him with his friends. I guess we were all in a rush to get where we were going so I shouldn't think too hard on it, like I mean, we fucked but that doesn't mean we should hug and kiss in the middle of a fucking blizzard.