And I'm only just now realizing it and I don't know how to tell her. Why in the world I'm posting this here I have no idea. I just have to have some way to say it "out loud" even though this doesn't really count. There is much more to this story than I am letting on and I doubt anyones interested but if you are I'll tell it. Its just... man... I think I love her. And part of me hates that.
