My mind is crazy for you. You were my biggest regret back then. I wish I could go back and kiss you on that day you thought about leaving. Then again, you have changed for the better and you're happy. Our dinner tonight was special as I got to see your face once more. The moment I saw you brought everything back - the sparkle in your eyes the moment we met and the quirky loving tone you have about you. Whether you are talking about your knitting or your latest internet meme favorite, I always think about one thing ... How perfect you are for me. I know that you're going back to your boarding school soon and will probably look for a relationship with your politically savvy "not boyfriend". If he makes you happy, then be happy with him. Just know that I'm still here. I'm always here. Even if it takes another few years to see you again, I will just wait for you to catch up with me at the next local restaurant. What is a few years when every memory of you lasts a lifetime...
I really wanna be the one who lives with you in the house filled with shelves and shelves of books and secret passageways. But alas, if that day comes, it will come.
My wish for you is to know that im always here for you
