I'm moving on from discord and online life 鉂ｏ笍 , I'm at the point in my life where I am constantly elevating vibrationally and bettering myself and I'm realizing that being on discord 24/7 isn't something that I want to partake or use as an escape from the real life. This is something that was fun when I was 16-17 but as I'm realizing the older I am, the more serious I need to be and the less serious this is.
Some of yall will never mature and grow up while some of yall will. I've enjoyed most of the time spent here but truly, this is one of the most toxic and worst groups of people I've ever been apart of and it's sad that it is truly 2-3 people in here who are just so full of hate and negativity.
Some of yall have my socials and some of yall don't and I'm gonna keep it that way. If some of you need me, you'll know where to message me.
i'm a little bit sad today knowing that i'm not doing anything for thanksgiving tomorrow.
i have zero contact with most of my close family because they're genuinely bad people, but knowing that the rest of my family will be getting together & my friends will be spending time with their families stings a little bit. not that i'm upset by not being able to see my own family because they suck, but i'm just upset that i don't HAVE that family to go to.
i tell myself every year that i don't care & every year the night before i seem to absolutely lose it. this is my third thanksgiving without my family & i'm only 22. i shouldn't be crying in bed thinking about the fact that everybody else in the country is excited about tomorrow while i get to spend it at home by myself. but alas, here i am, crying in bed.
