I just thought id let you all know why i hadnt ben on much lately. Last week ma best mate went missing but we werent too worried as he has run away before and came back. However, on saurday evening, the police turned up at his parents house to say that they had found his body at the bottom of a near river.
He was ma best mate and im gonna miss him, but i hope that he is happier where he is now and resting in peace. I just wanted to write this not for sympathy but as an ode to celebrate the wonderful life he had!
i hope you are ok :) it does get better in time. Remember the good and dont stop talking about him. My brother killed himself when he was 23... nearly 10 years ago now and its really important to keep him in your thoughts i think... i always talk about him cos he was an amazing person.
Thanks r your comments guys. Really means a lot. Its strange im not upset, i just hope he is happier and not in any pain or woteva u know! thanks again, means a hell of a lot xx
