well...since i was born, people think i am gay and they are bullying me, but those words are just going in and shoots out to my ear...but, deep inside me, i am torn apart, its been years i am having this problem. Just because iam acting this way it means being homo, well hell no, i always cry whenever people tells me that,crying in my pillow in my bead and talk to it, like a normal person, the one who understands me, i always find someone who could understand me but my confidence bags down whenever i need one,
my friend, she is a girl, i am very open with her with anything, but the time she told, i am gay, the string that connected us a lot was cut. i ignored her for almost a month, then she wants our relationship to be good again, i want too, but its is really hard to build a strong relationship with someone whom i am very close, the point of what i am telling here is that, straight men sometimes acts a sissy because of their environment, the people who surrounds them, but it does not stop me or other guys out there that is having the same problems with me to be free, and enjoy the life that we have.
so if you think that racism or discrimination can hurt a lot, please comment "i am free and happy :^D"
