don't even know what im gonna look forward to now.
seeing as every night i come home from work, i look forward to seeing my baby and talking to him, and then him finally come sleep with me.
i think there will be nothing to look forward to now, so maybe i should just go and join him, along with my Doggy, and Daddy :(
he meant everything to me, and it tears my heart out just knowing he wont be here anymore. he was all i had left. miss him so friggen much, and its only been about 3 hours since this happened.
i don't even know what to do anymore.
it's like losing a human being :(
he def knows i loved him so much, and i guess it's better that i wasn't here when he died. cuz that would've killed me even more.
i know he will always love me and i will do the same.
love you baby, and miss you again!
OMG MARY I AM SO SORRY. I feel so bad right now. (hug) this shouldn't happen to u! Don't say stuff like u should join them cuz I would cry so hard if u did :( ily so much and I'm completely shocked this has happened :( omg ily I'm so sorry. I texted u if I wanna talk D:
