Okay....
So my song choice is "Strong" by London Grammar this week. I'll explain a bit why i chose this...
In 2007, my step father was in a car crash and broke his neck so he couldn't really do much for himself, so me and my mum had to take care of him. I wasn't in school much so missed out on a lot and my grades kinda fell a lot and all that. I always kinda thought my mum was this really strong woman and then I saw her kinda break down through a number of years and then I had to become the strong one which was really weird for me. I went back to school properly when I turned about 15 and started getting bullied really badly and didn't really make any friends so things just got a lot worse for me. I shut myself off from everyone and just didn't really make an effort anymore. In 2012 it got really bad where I would get beat up, bullied and all the rest on pretty much a daily basis and in the summer of 2012 I tried doing something that i regret ever trying. Thankfully, it didn't work, and I got a lot better within the next year. When this song came out it felt like it was directed completely at me and my family and nobody else. I listened to it on repeat for so long and just connected with it so much and thought nobody else in the world would understand the song. So, yeah, for me it sums up that people may seem okay and strong, but on the inside their really breaking apart. It inspired me to actually make more of an effort with people, try harder and to realise that its ok to not be strong.
So heres me singing "Strong' by London Grammar:
https://soundcloud.com/martyn-macpherson/strong Apologies for the vocals towards the end, I got a little too emotional!