JP | Confessional, Day 5, Eora
(Day 3)
I came into this game knowing my weaknesses. One of them being the elements, so I had expected the elements to get to me, but not this early. God I miss my family. My sister Lilly and my brother Renny really wanted me to come out and do this though, so I have to tough it out. This morning Jake and Eddie really helped me through that emotional time and the three of us really bonded outside of Australia. Following this we were called into the challenge and seeing Matyas gone, I personally was shook- his strategy of voting for himself was pure genius and I expected him to go far, so now that a big threat like him is gone I’m thinking yuhhhh. That’s when it happens. The most vile ruthless twist in the game that could send me down in an inferno to hell. Kolby doesn’t have to say it. I know what it is by the look on his face. “Drop. Your. Buffs.” My heart is pounding. I turn to my tribe and hold Muds hand, praying I stick with a few of these guys. I pull out my new buff.... it’s blue- Eora. Immediately I look around. Eddie- pink, Patrick- pink, Mud- pink, Stoner- pink... FUCK! Jake- blue. Okay, all hope isn’t lost. I look over and see Julian, JB, JJ, Zach, and Chris all have a blue buff as well. That’s when I realize I’m legitimately fucked! Original ZForZOmbila is over here! We assemble to the new tribe mats and get into place for the challenge. I made sure I was a runner so I could reach out to Patrick. I pull him aside and he already knows what to do- he votes me into exile. Since I’m in the minority I need that idol and I need safety in case we lose in order to survive the swap. The challenge commenced and I give it my all, and we had a slight lead over NuZForZOmbila when Jake starts the puzzle. Just like that Jake waltzed himself over the the immunity idol and we win the challenge! Yuhhhh! For the third time in a row. I then decide to vote Eddie into the exile in hopes that he will find the idol, because I know if he does it’s practically like me finding it for myself. So we waltz ourselves back to camp as a new tribe and IMMEDIATELY I notice some sort of tension. Jake and I look at each other and sit down and start to whisper and talk once conversation started picking up around camp. We realized it was the two of us against the world, because everyone and their mother knows Zach JB and Julian and friends. Over the course of the next few hours Jake deduces that our best pitch would be throwing Zach under the bus hard because of his status as a former Eora, but I’m just not so sure about it, because in my head I’m thinking there’s no way I’m going to go against that established majority when I can more likely than not overturn it and capitalize off of those numbers, eventually having them cannibalize themselves. Jake and I agree to split up and gain more information on the tribe, because as usual, Zach isn’t much of a talker. I see that Chris isn’t really keen on talking with anyone either, so I think to myself, yuh why not. I get to conversing with Chris to surprisingly find a real genuine connection, by far the quickest one in this game. I was ELATED to find out his hatred of his former tribe-mates and his eagerness to work with me. We spoke for hours and hours about random shit and made fun of each other all night, becoming insomniacs and eventually talking game. His concern for the friendship JB Julian and Zach all posses and his infatuation with their status as “spectacular survivor players” really seemed like an angle I wanted to work, however just like Jake, I do worry of his paranoia. He and I continue to bond and begin to set a plan into motion for a long term safety arrangement. Thinking from here, I wanted to have Jake and Chris bond because at this point, those two trusting each other would leave me with no doubt in my mind that we could run this tribe. Chris’ connection with JJ allows me to easily get to know him, but he seems to be inexplicably focused on game, almost immediately playing with the numbers
IT GOT CUT OFF IT WAS LONG
....and making chats. So it’s official, to retaliate Julian, Zach, and JB the four of us have created an alliance- a shaky one, but it’s all I can get being in a swapped minority. That’s when it happens. Out of the fucking blue JJ adds JB to our chat. In my head I’m thinking “brown cow! stunning!” Because if I was shocked and pissed and all of the above America say it with me- FUCK. Immediately Chris and I start cussing out to the moon because JB is clearly in with JJ and crawling to the others and informing them. I had already known that JJ was playing both sides and was “working” with those three and was cool with it as long as he was doing it for safety and loyal to us. But now everything is in shambles and the only thing that’s running through my mind is that if idiots could fly this place would be an airport.
Ignoring the abundance of obvious playing both sides, Jake and I fear that pink blood won’t draw pink blood this round out of fear, but immediately Chris gets in JJs ear and convinced him otherwise that JB should just not be included in our majority, so possibly JJ isn’t as clued in as I might’ve thought. Unfortunately for JJ, he has made it very clear that he wants Zach out, who he sees as an outsider; that is information I’ll hold onto until I need Zach, but that won’t work out unless he gets more social; the same thing goes for Julian. Clearly they are comfortable enough in their former tribal lines to stay strong. So now we have a core five, a core four minus JB, a core three minus JJ, and a core two between Jake and I. All this has happened and we didn’t even lose the fucking challenge! Jake and I have HAD IT. OH-FISH-E-ALY. That’s when we decide to reach out to our lads over there on NuZForZOmbila. Mud and Patrick are over there living their best lives and Jake decides that if we lie and convince them that we need JB sent to exile in order for one of us to survive, they’ll vote for him and JJ will be trapped into voting with the three or risk forcing a tie. I know that Mud Eddie and Patrick and likely the rest of OG Eora will be on board. But because it is a lie, I want Jake to take initiative and convince the others, because once the votes are revealed and it is revealed we had more pull than we let on, the lie will have come from Jake and any distrust will head his way. Deciding to stay out of my tribes drama for not going to tribal, I have some fun re connecting with my relationships from OG Eora. Honestly, people are too vote oriented in this game. Like Jesus. *readjusts buff* I ponder to myself, as I oftern do, and think... what do I want to happen? I decide that Eora sticking together and chopping one of the two original ZForZOmbila, namely Brandan, who is trying to sway Mud and Stoner, would be best. So I make it VERY clear to Mud and Patrick that I’m
#EORASTRONG and that
#EORANEEDSTOSTICKTOGETHER which, don’t get me wrong, they do, but not for too long. At this point, the sun starts to set and I begin looking up at the stars just to appreciate how much it means to me to be out here. As a superfan I want nothing more than to do well in this game and I want to cherish every second I have in it. It’s so fucking surreal. *lets a tear droplet fall out and wipes it* The hashtag
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