Hufus | Confessional, Day 2, Yukpa
Okay, so it's day fucking 2 and my emotions are running high already.
Turned out that yay! I was talking around and the majority apparently agreed on voting Max, which was, yes, one of my targets given to our last game together. I'm set on not making the same mistake of letting him use me just to cut me later in the game and I'm serious. But there's some bs going around camp and it makes me think, is it time to do it already? New informations just came to light. And things are much more trickier than they seem.
I came into this game willing to give Brady a chance. We've had crazy moments together. We started as friends as I was rooting for him in the first game I saw him playing. Then we played our first game together and we were allies and stuff. Then he decided to backstab me for no real reason and OVER an inactive LOL And then our relationship went downhill cause I survived that moment. Whenever I talk to him, I feel like he keeps holding it against me even when he was the one that caused it. One day, out of the blue, I decided to talk to him about it and try to make it clear that I was over it and stuff bc I really like him, and he accused me of only doing that because the host of that particular game that he betrayed me was casting for All Stars. But I had already declined the invitation and it had nothing to do with that LOL Anyway, so this is Brady. Brady is a shady ass bitch. I thought Brady was no longer a shady ass bitch. Turns out that he is still a shady ass bitch.
We had an alliance consisting of me, him, KC and Will and I felt like we were set to survive without having many problems cause I thought we were solid. But Brady is already doing what he knows best, which is to play super hard and be sneaky. He literally made a majority alliance under my nose and kept me and Will out of it, when we were supposed to be tight af. I mean, why in the hell would u create a majority alliance if you were at least a bit committed to the 3 people (2, as he included KC in the new one) you had before? If it isn't to steamroll the rest of us, it makes no sense. We were almost majority and we'd only need 2 more votes, but instead threw us out and found other people. LOL I'm not feeling good about it at all, especially cause it'll be just a matter of time until I'm targeted, considering the people he included in the alliance and how they've been lying to me so far.
Everyone knows Chaos is my Kingdom. I own that episode for a reason. I'm not gonna be played and walk straight to my funeral. I see a way out of this. I've already made a plan, gathered the possible numbers and my inner revolutionary spirit is growing faster as we speak. I seriously need to contain it, cause I'm one step away from putting my plan into action and flipping the fuck out of the votes.
But it's day 2! Day 2! I don't want to piss off many people that soon. If I pull the trigger, I'm definitely gonna be targeted next and second boot doesn't look good on me. But if I don't, it might only be a matter of time until I run out of numbers and I have no one else to turn to.
Do or not to do?! That's the real question. Am I getting ahead of myself? I don't know. Either way, my gut's telling me that I need to start a revolution soon... I just need to decide what's the best thing to do. If I'm making waves at this tribal, I have to make sure it's gonna be one hell of a tsunami. I'm as revolutionary as you get.
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