*emotional teary ott confessional* I'm really worried that people don't think I'm a real contender in this competition and that they think I've been playing it safe and floating on by. I try my hardest every challenge and constantly produce high quality looks. The time for just being safe is over now, so I'm hoping I really start to get a bit more spotlight. For better or for worse, I just want attention and at least some critiques, even if it's some constructive criticism just so I know where I'm going wrong and what I need to improve, because this competition means a lot to me and I really wanna make it far.