Ivy (_ivyyy_445) Confessional EP:1
Well... LOL OKAY I TRIED TO ACT CALM BUT IM SO HYPED!!
*ahem
But really tho, thanks for this! After seeing the cast Im basically telling myself there's no way I can compete with the big dogs here, but... we'll see if I'm underestimating myself and I'm actually a big dog myself, or I'm just going to be a first boot. :P I swear i have bad luck when I return on seasons... Like, I won Bingo's. Then I got blindsided in my first tribal in my returnee season xDD
Okay, so I'm going to tell you my gameplan and then a cast assessment because, well... y'know.
GAMEPLAN: So, it's already been said that I've got a very strong social game, and, not to sound cocky, but... I did have a pretty good one if I base it off the fact I had a good chance to win unanimously (except maybe Joe's vote) in Barbados. The problem is that I'm playing with people that know about my duo-ship with Peyton (that being Natasha and Gregory... likely more) people know I have a good social game, which is bad because that's my best weapon. If that's used against me.... oh boy.
So, y'know... I wish I could come in here playing like Jera and being like "i'mma dominate this game" but this cast is likely going to get absolutely insane... plus I mean, could anyone actually imagine me dominating a season? Lol.
Right now? This cast is way more intimidating than Barbados, and Barbados was a feisty bunch of felines. So, I'm going to lay low, I do not want my name getting passed around as someone to consider eliminating. I don't wanna be in the midst of drama *looks at Brandon, if judging from the Andrea fight he and Rain teamed up in.... oh boy* and I seriously don't want to be seen as a threat.
The problem? Brandon and I have already played, it didn't end well because I backstabbed him when I tried for an all girls alliance (that literally blew up in my face because the girls couldn't get along and of course I got evicted for it -_-). I have attempted to reconcile... we'll see. I have a feeling he or Rain will be like a form of Watermelondrea, just much less strategic and more... loud. I mean, Eclipse was loud, but he was a great player, he used that to his advantage and was amazing.
Everyone else? Well... Mike was the guy who self-voted when I was blindsided in Bingo's. John(coffeybean) we played together, never talked. Robby was cool but, again... we were never really talking. Basically idk anyone. xDDD Is this good? Idk, essentially all I want is to be in a 4-person alliance and that'll be hard considering I may not even make it to the first immunity.
PART TWO COMINGGGG